Today went to work at NuBox , didn't have enough sleep , but job was quite
easily done (: . Work till 3plus , then met Edna . Went to Bugis street walked around
while waited July and Riken came fetched us , they two damn slow luh >:/ .
Then he drove us to City Square to find my boss , tomorrow got pay (: .
But will be bankrupting soon too * Sighs ! ): . Riken's present haven't got any
idea to buy yet , walao eh . One present nia , kill lots of my cell brains -.- . .
Damn him :x , went to East Coast Park arcade played awhile and home (: .
Damn tired luh , not enough sleep luh , i only slept 3 hours nia leh , fuck lor !
Arrrrghs ! nothing to say liao luh . . . Zzzzz . BYEBEYES ~~
Its been 2 years ! 2 fucking years , yet ! I still afraid of facing you .
I thought i am not afraid , but wrong ! Until i saw her , i thought you would be near by ,
i was nervous , anxious , excited . !!!!! Arrghs , Don't know how to put it luh , till now .
One heart still cannot contians one , you haven't been replace , here comes him (k) .
Walao eh , what's the problemm with me siol , nabei ! -.- . . .
sometimes its good to rewind back those good memories .
Like , out of suddenly i thought of him (K) yesterday night , i didn't sad but i felt
somewhat happy when think back of him , thought how nice and joker he could be
always kpkb here and there ,hungry also kp , full le also kp . Like complain king ?
hahahahaha , always told me what he did on that day , what he and his brother did all that .
Always told me all those gang stuffs -.- , but except that we can talk about , werid right ?
i mean our topic , is kinda wierd ? LOLOL ! Even though he was tired , he insist to accompany me
talk , i reached home , then he would not worried then went to sleep , one msg didn't reply , he
started to worry , and second times . When there was nothing to talk about , he always tired his best
to bring up the topic to talk about , so that we two wouldn't remain quiet and awkward .
I knew he tired his part to bring out a topic to say , that's why always talked about
gang stuffs , as for me ? I really didn't know what to say , even he told me to say about my
past , i don't even know how to tell him , while he always tells me his past with his ex all that .
i didn't cherish him ? I took it for granted ? People i should cherish i never ,
people i shouldn't cherish , i go cherish . And hard to let go . Think back when i with him , i was
really happy and blessed that i have a such good boyfriend .
If that day , i had hold his hand , never let his hand go , will he break with me ?
I always think that , was it i rejected him from holding my hand , he thought i don't
like him , that's why ended up break ? DUHS !
EH EH EH ! What's the problem now uh ? Sep is doing fun with her life now ,
cannot think K or D whatever thingy luh -.- . . . Having fun is the best way now (: > YEAH ^^V