This few days a lot things happened , sort of all bad ones ?Couldn't really concentrate when at work , duh !
Friday something happened , boyfriend broke up with me . At first i thought i was
fine ? Cause i didn't drop tears , thought i ignore his msg i would be fine , in the end ?
tears still dropped out, couldn't control it ): . Was very sad about what he said , was
very disappointed at myself ? After i offline , he called . Said things really hurtful ,
cause of angry or sad i agreed what he say , then blahs blahs , hang up phone .
And went to find July girlfriend. Awwwwwwww ~ ~
Headed to Riken's house , talked a lot with July . Blah blahs , then crazily played with
her, maybe cause of wanted to forget the unhappiness ? That's why we two played
till like this ? Guessed we were the two crazy and noisy ones , after July was drunk -.-
Jinglong sent her home , only left Riken , Edna and me , so i played with them till morning
blahs blahs and headed home , damn dizzy -.- .
Morning met up with boyfriend , we talked and sort things out ?
At first i was thinking , since we broke up already , why he still care about me and what
i did on friday night . Cause of concerning , but his concerning will make me think
that i still chance . Blahs blahs blahs blahs ~~~~~ Raining ! -.-
I hate raining days , cause was damn cold !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But unexpectedly
he hugged me , and i cried -.- . I also don't why , and also cause of the things he said ,
blahs blahs , kept crying ><||| . Oh No ! He saw my weak side , i don't like >< !
Talked and talked , he was willing to give last try to this relationship .
So we were okay after that . But in my heart still have doubts about that .
Cause i afraid it will end very soon , cause i afraid he might leave anytime .
Sighs ! Now then i know , i also will think a lot -.- . hahahahah ?
I believe a person do change quickly due to different circumferences , but what's
more can i say , just like girlfriend told me what is mine will be mine , no point to force it ?
So let nature take its course , walk step by step ba .
I should have faith in him and myself . So give it a last try and trust one last time .
Cause i least i know i had try , better than didn't and left with regrets right ?
SO ! Jiayou ba September ^^ !
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