SEPTEMBER RULES ! YO MAN ♥

The One ;

Just the way I am !

September ☆

Also shout as SEP
Death day is 19th Septmeber (:
Me just an ordinary girl with
Randomness , hyper-ness and crazy-ness ^^
No longer a school girl (:
At first to you i might
be quiet ? But after know me long i won't
shut my mouth up ! ^^
♥ My groups of Supergirls
♥ My crazy boyfriend ERIC SOO
23062010 ♥

Beats of dots ;

♪ The Beats ♪

mixpod recommended.

Silent Screamerz ;

Doh ray mii

Out you go ;

Get lost -.-

Yearning Hearts

Give me that !

- ~~Pass N Levels!~~
- ~~Awaits for 10years of friendship(:~~
- Cut down smoking
- ~~Move in new house~~
- ~~Laptop~~
- ~~LG ice cream phone~~
- Move Out !
- ~~AINO sony ericsson~~
- ShinTzu Puppy / Golden retriver
- Everlasting friendship
- BoA's 'BEST USA & JAPAN' ablum
- BoA's 'THE FACE' album
- SHINee's 'Romeo' ablum
- SHINee's ' Ring Ding Dong ' album
- ~~No Morwe school !~~
- Get along well with mom?
- Kenneth kor out of boy's home

Distinctive One ❤

Love like this

Credits

Standing Ovations.

Designer: ♥chocodiiction-lovesxoxo*
Others: ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Gracious Day: Boy , you left your footprints on my heart
Time: 9:03 PM

To me I should be happy that tomorrow is our first month , but things didn't went well .
I don't know should i say is never cherish him well or the problem lies on him ?
I'm really tired , no more strength to work harder to continue . So i choose to end it ,
so i will feel better and won't go deeper and deeper . Maybe to you , i'm really not a good
girlfriend . I always make you angry , stress up . Not up to your standard ? Trying to change myself
just for your sake , yet you told me i had never change at all . At times , you were really caring
and sweet . But you also would be cold and harsh sometimes , those words you say out just
fucking hurt me . Are you taking me as your toy ?
Maybe if i bring myself to hate you , i will feel better than ever ? You were change ,
change to someone whom i don't know at all , sometimes i was thinking is it really my fault ?
I never change so much before cause of a guy , but you make me change and throw me aside
and ignore me . That's was the worst thing i felt , from the start we shouldn't patched . If not
it won't end in this unhappy way . Now no more your caring , no more your joking ,
no more your naggings , no more more ! It'll disappear from me forever .
if you were to ask me , am i regretting been with and love you ? My answer still , NO ! I'm not
regretting at all . Something was wrong at the time when you started cold towards to me ,
but i told myself i was thinking too much , keep lying too much . Cause i don't bear to leave you ,
also as a promise not to leave you alone . I really don't bear to leave you alone , really don't bear .
But i'm still really sorry , in the end i left . Cause i had no strength to support me to keep holding
on , i had been defended by you ! You had disqualified me from your heart , But eventually is
you left me , your love for me fading days by days . i had been KO ! I had been deeply love you !
Are you happy now ? Are you satisfy now ? You had successfully make me love you , successfully
play me ? You win in this game alrights ?
Once i told myself i won't let another boy let me drop my tears , but i failed to .
I dropped tears again and again . I was hurt , and you become my another heart's tragic But , damn me and dumbfounded de me still love you and miss you everyday .
I hope you will doing well everyday in everything . Take good care of yourself and drink more
water , don't always stay up till so late . This will be the last chance i will be saying
'' Darling , i love you ! ''

Labels: 笑着放手 do it or DIE

(back to top)