Yesterday cannot sleep , went out met Leonard and his friends ying ying .
She very friendly ? Sighs ! blahs blahsThis morning quarreled with boyfriend again ): , sighs ! I really don't know what to
do anymore . Should i heed the advice or should i continue working hard to let him
know i'll never give up ? Sighs , what should i do eh . Some what just lack of trust ?
Sighs !
Met July girlfriend went to Parkway played pool :] , was kinda fun . But somehow i still
got abit moody spoilt the atmosphere ? After pool went to Jurong East found Kenneth ,
also Met Jeremy an his friend - SH . Was very boring , July headed met Kenneth , awhile
later i went there too . Was waited for someone i long to see , that's him K .
Nah , not Kenny . Can say i had forgetten K already , but somehow just wanted to see
how's him , did he become happier ? Upon seeing him , K change alot compare to the
past . Time flies fast , just a blink of an eye . It had been 5 months , when saw him
we didn't talk , just looked at him ? And he looked at me . Just couldn't bring up the
courage to talk to him , not even a bye bye . How coward i was ?! Maybe i cannot say i
had forget him , maybe he's still in a little space in my heart ? Just that i didn't realized ?
felt kinda regret never talked to him . More and more things just added on to the burden .
today isn't a good day .
2 more days to our one month ? Can i make it to there ?
Or should i give up ? I didn't bear to leave him alone , i didn't bear to bring up
'' break up '' to him . Just don't bear to , but sometimes just feel sort of tired
need a shoulder to lie on ? To give me support to continue on , but boyfriend always
on and off good . His one simple word can deiced my happiness and sadness .
Sighs ! What should i do ? Is this what i want ? What i deserve to do ?
I don't know , i really don't know . I only know i love him , till i can change myself .
darling uh , can you feel how i feel ? can you hear my heart talk ?
can you hear it when it cracking when your words were hurtful ?
you can amend the hole , you also can become a tragic of it .
i just want you to be more understanding , just wanna know you know that
i don't msg you don't mean i don't love you , don't mean i don't care you .
i always care and mind you the most , and love you so much that even you also
wont believe . For your sake , i pangseh my girlfriend :/ , why can't you see i had
change for you , i want to meet you expectations . yet you always think that i don't
love you , i don't care you . I don't know what's more i can do , sometimes
i'll tired too , not only you . I hope you won't angry anymore tomorrow .
Love you <3
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