Ermmms . . back for blogging .
As for this week . . . Saturday what did i do huh ? Ermmmms , forget :/ .
Sunday early met up with S , was like 3 am plus , he siao one -.- . LOL !
Monday never work , today went work , sianz ! But also kinda funny luh when with
them , duh ! Yuki and Stella never come today ): . After work went TM met
Guanwen for my strawberrys ^^v , blahs blahs ~ came back dinner with July .

My dearest girlfriend July uh :
CHEER UP OKAYS ! I'll always be there for you , anything just a call !
I will be right there to support you when you're falling down , thought not as strong
as D's support , ermmmms . it still might help you alittle to getting up ba ?
Anyway , stay happy always yea . LOVES YOU ! xoxo ! (:

No offence to some other guys uh ! Just speaking the truth only ?
Cause some are simply bastard ! Fucker ! No balls ! __ !
And cause of that , starting to lost trust in guys , even for S , i also cannot put in 100%
trust in him , cause afraid of getting hurt again like what Kenny did . That was really
my heart's tragic ! ): Till now still got that phobia in me , which i cannot get rid of it .
That's why im cold towards to S , be it on msg or when meet . Cause afraid the more i care
and mind about i might fall deeper , so i always keep a distance , leave a gap !
To defend myself from been KO ! Yea , maybe im been selfsih , but what to do ?
I cannot afford to be hurt again and again , i will wear out and might carry on moving like
i used to be . Indeed , guys nowdays are hard to trust . Only use sweet talks to lure girls
into their traps . Once got already , they won't go treasure . They take it for granted .
If i am changing what im not use to be , also cannot really blame myself ?
People do change due to different circumferences , so im changing . I want to change for
the better , to defend myself . Getting stronger and EQ of course must go up ! So i won't
easily KO ! Im not changing cause K says i need to , im changing cause i want to show him
without him im fucking FINE ! Without him im still can smiling and laughing around !
Without him im doing well and getting better and better ! Let him regret what he had
lose ! he just belongs to some jerks group !
SEP ! WAKE UP ! AND MOVE ON MAN ! DON'T THINK OF KENNY LIM.HX AGAIN !
MOVE IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got a better choice than him !
* PHEW ~ feel better now le ! Heh ~ Im going back to the hyper - crazy-ness me ! ^^v

I shall elaborate what happened past few weeks yea (: .

• Working and working , Mon to thurday all the way working .
• Met up with July's friend Shawn and also met up with Nicholas , duh ! -.-
• Weekends went out with girlfriend July all that (: .
• Met Zhikai and his friends - Jiawei and Wenbin went rounding , went to Marina
• Barrage again slacking and joking . Ton-ed with girlf till morning 6am , break record !
• Had sisters' outing with Edna , Jamie , July and Peanut . It fucking fun luh , went to cineleisure . Took neoprints and walked around . Waited Riken to fetch us , had a small
  party in his car why finding way to Marina Barrage , but couldn't find -.- .
  Might met Zhikai and Shenying ton-ed all that
• Met Junliang and July for pool (: . Dinner at East Coast Park Mac , played at ECP
  awhile cause bought '' puffer fish '' , in the spoilt . Cause was throwing here and there
  with July . Back to eunos, met up Alvin daddy , Zhikai , Dominic and Eric .
  And laughing stock of that day was while i was msg-ing Eric i fell down -.- . LOL !
• Met up Aaron , July and Junliang for dinner , then headed 853 for basketball .
  Didn't managed to meet up with S due to accompany July (: .
• And and and photos up soon ! STAY TUNE ! ^^