Myself , Just the way i am !

MOVING ON !

2011-03-01T03:00:00.000+08:00

I'M MOVING TO Http://s-distinctive.blogspot.com
Please relink :] , Sorry for the inconvenice .

My . . . my . .

2010-12-20T01:36:00.002+08:00

OH ! I like so poor now ): . . . stupid -.- !
Now i need wait one month by one month de pay . Siao liao !
Die liao luh , not enough money spent liao ): . Then Christmas also coming ,
damn it man -.- . OH NO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fantastic right ? Oh wow oh !!

Alrights , i had been busy working this whole week . Didn't really accompanied my boy .
Cause he came and stay with me one week due to mom fly overseas .
Sorry yea , been working two jobs .Week days Tempopo Grand . Weekends Traders Hotel
bouquets . But managed to take off saturday and sunday to accompanied my boy and Girlfriend :] . Went east coast had mac for supper , joking over there . Blahs blahs

Saturday :
Woke up then headed Dear's Ah ma house and went down with them to some block party .
LOL ! Waited July and Eddie to come . Was planning play basketball , but in the end basketball no air -.- . Duh ! Play some party stuff that can blow * BO BO .
Was playing crazily with july . Even played it when on bike to Yishun . HAHAHAHA !
Damn crazy luh ! After that went to meet dear's friend Fam , blahs blahs .
Then both of us went to Herderson waves :] . Had small picnic , LOL !
Reached home early due to drizzling :/ . Stupid weather >:/

Sunday
Woke up by mom's called . She had reached Sg , blahs .
Waited her at home and so on . Prepared and went to Bugis met Dear's Derek .
Had lunch , accompanied Derek played arcade and so . Then decided to watch movie
The Haunted House Project . -.-
At first i thought was a show , then in the end it was . . . was . . . some video -.- .
Oh , never mind :] . After movie met July and Eddie . Headed Eunos supper and headed home .
Simple life and back to normal :] .
And 2 or 3 more weeks i will be come typical school girl again .
Good luck to me for applying the course ^^v

when hatred fills more and more

2010-12-07T03:59:00.003+08:00

I didn't want to blog but , i had no where to vent off my angers .
The only place is here , BLOGGER ! MY only vent off place -.- . Pathetic fuck sia .
Eventually was all started with my mom -.- , oh holy god ! Please just save me from her can .
Just moved back not long , her fucking styles are out again . I cannot tolerate her man .
Fuck it ! Always kpkb , knns ! I run home again then she happy is it -.- . CCB !
Fucking dislike her -.- , idiotic ! Always lives in her olden age lives -.- , what the fuck man .
Even granny can thinks better then her , i wonder why is she like this ? Is she living in the
21st century for real ? Or just walking dead , treat it as her olden days and lives it foever
that style -.- . Oh my holy shit luh !

How wonderful if daddy was here ): . Daddy was great , fucking much than her . While daddy
always puts me first and thinks for me . While she ? Herself first ? Or her precious son ?
Perhaps her precious son ? I bet so ? If not she wouldn't say that to me while i was just
a little girl whom don't know anything . Just innocently got hurt by her ? And fucking left a
hatred with me cause of that sentence she gave to me ! Cannot blame anyone else , only herself . She said that from her mouth ! i always remember hard ! Always always remember what she said to me and did to me . I swear i will never never ever ever forget !
Always said daddy not good to me ? Daddy not good to me ? Come on mom ,
daddy was treat me like treasure , daddy understands me more than you ! Daddy always talks
logic , daddy always put me first . Though daddy is always busy , always went out and always came back drunk , but daddy never forgets me . He scared i was bored he asked me go his
office waited for him , he scared i was lonely at home . He got a puppy for me to accompany me . Which it is Huan (: . He scared i not enough money to spent always asked me .
Even he was busy , he would also brought me out . Let's see , how wonderful if Huan was here too . At least it could accompany me now , accompany me when i was alone or sad ?
It might just ran around crazily with me . Like when i was young , but badly .
I didn't have huan nor daddy . I hate to stay with mom , just hate her .
She did so many things made me hate her more and more . I rather i live on own , i rather she don't give me a damn to me , i just don't like her ! Even i was left with no money i
will not turn up to her for her . Cause she will look down on me more ! She will thinks that i cannot live without her . Come on luh , i'm living fucking fine and happy this 4 months without her outside :] .
Forget about it . At least i vent off and feeling better .

My new year resolutions are just firstly get into Simei ITE Business course
Secondly , find a good job with good income .
And so that i can get my good companion doggy ! No matter what , i must earn money and get
SHIH TZU ! If best i would wish i could find a Shih Tzu look like Huan .

Longing for puppies :[

2010-12-01T01:41:00.002+08:00

Morining supposed to go for work , but when reached work place say don't have my work
roster name again -.- . So i cannot work , was intending to go home . But before that decision i gotta inform my boyfriend first . So called him and told . After decided to go meet him at Yishun there :] . Went back to his dad's house together . Blahs blahs , and found out that his dad was not
in . Lalala
But in the end his dad appeared . So went down as needed to accompany dear went back to his
HTA for check up as well as sent his mom go work . In the car had a bit of chaos :/ . Ah oh !
Reached Chua Chu Kang and waited dear went in . After he finished , his dad drove us to CCK nearby farm to see dogs :] . But in then end never opened ): . Was kinda disppointed :/.
After that went back dear dad's house ate dinner and rest awhile . Accompanied his dad went
to here and there , after done , He drove us to Pasir Ris nearby farm to see dogs and puppies .
OH YEAH ! There got lots dogs and puppies man . ^^V .
Saw Shin Tzu puppies , so damn fucking cute luh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
After kissed one Shin Tzu my boyfriend dare not kissed me . -.-. . . LOL !
Look around dogs till 4 plus went back Yishun again and took rest . Blahs blahs
And home . I'm missing Eric soo !
Don't know is it he fell sleep or went in malaysia -.- . Not even inform me first , fucker sia ! ):
One more days , mom and uncle daddy went to malaysia lor .

And i really fucking hate my brother and get irritated easily by him . CHEEBYE __ !

Home sweet home

2010-11-29T22:08:00.002+08:00

HELLOS !

Well . . . I'm finally back to my home and sleep in my blueeee blueeee roommmm ^^ .
Oh yeah ! Kinda miss them eh ?! Hahahhaha !
Actually didn't plan so early moved back to home , but due to mum and uncle daddy need to
go overseas so i got to come back to take care of my stupid brother . So troublesome -.- .
And he spoilt my speakers , search my whole room , made it so messy and dirty -. .
What the fuck sia . __ ! Mother seems changed abit more eh after i ran away from home .
Aha ! I love it ^^ . lalalalas ^^V
Alrights elaborates what i had done the past weeks :] .

Boyfriend accident , so we went to his dad's house to stay and i would take care
care of him :] . Hand him this and that . Around two to three weeks he was okays .
After recovreing still at his dad's house staying . Then everyday accompanied him went
down to repair and do his bike . Even our anniversary was doing his bike , duh !
bUT I didn't really mind , cause his bike mah :] . So its okays .
After some days his bikes was better , he brought me go eat Pasta Mania and we walked
around .
Met Junliang with boyfriend , walked around at North Point and had dinner there together , then dear bought me a dog :] . Ahas !
Blahs blahs forget , forget .
Went to bugis with dear and his ah ma . Then met dear's aunt and his cousin .
We had lunch together and walked around . After that went to Jurong East with dear to repair my laptop . Hahahaha , was tiring day . Especailly for dear , whom hardly walk around .
Went to Barage fly kite with dear, july and Eddie :] . Our kite couldn't fly up ):
Then outing with dear's mom , his two sisters , July and Eddie . We went to North Point ate KFC , after that went to Fair Price bought things . Then Eddie drove us went to Yishun dam fly kite :] . This time our kite succeefully fly high up :] . Oh yeah !
Brought dear back home to celebrate my brother Keven's birhday . LOL !
oh ! Lovely Nichole was came , she was damn fucking cute nah ! Hahahha !
Went to Gwen's brithday chalet at Downtown East . Was kinda fun :] . out so call rounging with Ah kai , Jia qing , Wen bin , two girlfriends Peanut & July , Eddie and dear :] . Was kinda fun .
Basically was just that , stay at dear dad house , then went out with him.
And oh yea , i had a special outing at 5th Anniversary with him . Cause his dad brought us to SPCA that day , SPCA is a place where i wanted to go most ! i finally went there . And saw many cute dogs . Especially the three little puppies , ( Copper , Ruby and ... ) Forget the name . They are damn cute , came all over you . They bite my hair and clothes . CUTEEE . And Cookies ! Golden retriver , she was very obidient . Tsk , too bad i cannot adopt them immdeatilly . If not i would choose copper they all . Bad thing was there was no Shin Tsu ): .
Went out with Dear's family and July . We went to Wild Wild wet played the whole day , was damn fun and tired . Hahahahhaha !
And KBox at Scape with Eileen , Karen , Eddy , Hanquan and Xiong . Also celebrated Eddy's belated birthday :] .
Some had forgotten and photo upload asap :] .

Double attacks

2010-10-12T19:11:00.002+08:00

Oh alrights , its been a month plus since i last updated my blog -.- .

Well , all the one month long had been working . Went out with girlfriend july , Eddie and my boyfriend :] . Hahahahahas !
This year birthday was spent very normal . Cause was ran away from, didn't have much mood to really celebrate it . But yeah ! Still thanks to July , Karen , Eddie , wenliang and dear for accompany me on my birthday :] . Well second day of my birthday i was terribly sick , was headache then stomach was damn fucking pain for the very first time when it comes my period . Oh my ! -.- , Pain . Why do i need do suffer from that kind of pain man fuck it ! Thanks to Eric Soo , my crazy boyfriend who took care of me :] .
Went out with friends. The some days with working friends . Oh ya , Lantern festival was actually having steamboat with Lynn , Vincent and Stella . In the stella cause of something went off first , left Vincent , lynn and me . We didn't managed to have steamboat , cause was full house . So went to eat Ramen instead :] . Vincent's treat :]
Hahahaha , thanks to him man .
And one of the day had steamboat with Lynn , Daniel , Christine , Xueling and Sherman .
Was having fun with them during steamboat . After went to ION find Dharmen they all at
Guestimo for drinking . LOL ! Nice :/ , talking with them all that .
A few days back , brought boyfriend back to my own house to had dinner with my family. For the very first time i brought boyfriend back -.- . Weird atmosphere . LOL !
And soon , which is tomorrow , i'm gonna bring him back to have dinner again. Weird atmosphere again , Hahahahaha !
And real soon , i will rule the house for one week. Cause mom and uncle will be going Taiwai for holiday trip without my brother . HOHOHOHOHOHO ! He sure die in my hands ! Cause he made my paper stars missing and flay . Nabei . I make sure he pay the price of doing that to my stars !
Alright , that's all i guess . got time then upload photos :]

Breaking free

2010-08-13T20:04:00.004+08:00

HELOLOLOLOLOLOLO ! I'm running away from home ^^ , hohohoho !
All thanks to that quarrelled or rather thanks my girlfriend July ?
Anyway i'm happy with what i have now , rather carefree . Indeed !
That's the freedom man . If not i was under her naggings
and live in her era's logic . Fuck it man ! Now its 21st Century okays , hey come on man mom ! Without her i still can rise myself and live on my on alright . Don't always think that you're always right , i'm always wrong ! Now i'm proving you wrong i can survive and live happily wihout you MOM ! But during all this while i got to thanks my girlfriend July who almost ALMOST yang me liaos ! Thanks Edna and Jamie girlfriends let me stay at their house :] . And also my lovely boyfriend Eric Soo ! And other friends who are concerning about me . Thanks you all , cause you all stay at my side support me and help me . Never leave me . THANKS PEOPLE , love loves ! ^^
Gonna really count on myself and lead a new life :] . When the past day wihout ic girlfriends
helped me alot , boyfriend also . Was feeling bad , cause i made them worry and dragged them down tooo :/ . Had been away from home around 4 days , life was kinda carefree :] .
I can be who am i . Alrights , just that the fact is i have the freedom i want now .
So she just fuck off from my life and maybe sometimes a text to her ba ?
Alrights shall update these past weeks things . Some forget already -.-

Went Eric's dad birthday chalet , was kinda fun but was a tragic too . Cause of those to seh kahs
Eric's parents , Eddie , Alvin and me were damn busy till morning . Hahahahah !
Was been working and working . Met boyfriend all that .
Then here came to this quarrelled when i left home :]
Went to Eddie's birthday BBQ with July and Jamie , was kinda fun . And so on
Bad things happened all that . No ic , cannot work ! Almost bankcrupt man -.- .
Yesterday managed to sneak in to take my clothes and ic , cause mom was not at home :/
Adventurous man , LOL ! Edna and i were very anxious . Hahahahaha !
Night went supper with the girls and met boyfriend and Eddie and slacked awhile ,
joked here and there , lol ! FUN YEA ! Finally got ic ! Whuuuu !
Today went back to work , feeeeeeeeeeel super good and happy !
Damn hpyer active when work , LOL ! Hahahahaha ! Duh ! Boyfriend and girlfriends
all working , sianz ! So i went to Rui's house to stay over , miss Eric ): . Duh !
Whatever , that's all i can remebmber liaos . Byes :]

Key Of heart

2010-07-31T01:57:00.005+08:00

Working and working . Now finally got time to blog le :] .
hahahahaha ! Cause i also very boring now , so might as well come and blog :] .

23th July : HAPPY ONE MONTH ERIC SOO ! <3
29th July : HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST GIRLFRIEND JULY ! <3
Was working happyily with collegus :] . After work saw peanut and July .
Tight hugged from them :] . After work went to AMK find boyfriend and Alvin .
Walked Basa Malam awhile and went to Radius lan shop played . OMFG ! I like one
retarded one there played L4D with them , cause i'm not familiar about the buttons ,
so look abit idiotic , kana laughed by that stupid Eric soo -.- . After lan , boyfriend and
Alvin sent me home . Reched home , quarrelled with my mother fucker again -.- .
Fucker sia her , Cheebye __ ! Around 1am plus went down to find boyfriend and Alvin
cause they never went drink with Eugene they all le :] . Had supper with them and chatted . Around 5 am went home to take bag , was intending to go , but was rainning .
So kept waiting till 8 plus then go take bus to AMK again :] . Reached AMK still
raining very heavily -.- , fucking cold sia ! Sent Alvin to take cab went to boyfriend's
House . Sleep till 6 plus then woke up -.- . And i was shocked by Love ( Boyfriend's dog )
Love suddenly ran into his room and ran to me , chua sai luh ! I hid behind then fan , cause
his dog pervert ! Had dinner at his house :] , then rest awhile and sent me home .
Reached home quarrelled with my mother fucker again ! Damn her luh . Whatever ,
damn dulan her siol . Whatever i go sleep le :] .

Past few days pictures .

My greatest entertainment is you

2010-07-19T00:43:00.001+08:00

Alrights , these few days were kinda okays :] .
3 days never work le :/ , hahaha ! Ooppsie :x .

Friday night met Kai , Junjie Wenbin and Junjie . At first was actually intending meet Edna , in theend received Kai's call so went to meet them :] . Slacked and talk with them at coffee shop cause of the fucking rain , they could not go . So must accompanied them to wait the rain to stop . BUT ! NEVER STOP AT ALL ! Fuck sia ! Then wenbin kept disiao me and kept say about Ken in front of me , dulan sia ! -.- Walao eh , ton-ed till morning 7 plus , i really could not take it liao , so gotta pangseh-ed them and went home with Edna :] .
Saturday , met Rui , Ah liang and wanying for movie . Was intending to watch '' The Blood pledge '' but don't have at Bugis , so wastched '' Inception '' . Knns ! The movie totally sucks
man __ ! watched half way Rui and me went off :/ . Cause i watched till damn fucktard .
Went to street walked walked and met Wanying and junliang again . Went to Food junction
sat awhile , liang and wanying headed off . So had dinner with Rui . After than cabbed to
Abrab street to meet dear , Alvin and Xiang . Accompanied had dinner and talked awhile
bus home with Rui , Awwww , i'm really sorry dear , gotta pangseh :/ .
At first was meeting July but never le . So Stanh , ahbooy , Stanh's girlfriend and Alan
came down met me . Was kinda tired so never talk to Alan (new friend )
Then he said i dao and emo -.- . What the hell . blahs blahs , after that get quite close with him he never say that . In fact we talked alot , we two kinda click huh . Hahahaha !
Around 6 we 3 sent Stanh and his girlfriend to bus stop and came back slacked
awhile , talked and asled Alan lots questions . He is a joker ! Yeah ! Around 7 plus went home and sleep . After woke up and preapared headed AMK met dear :] . Had dinner
then watched ' The Blood Pledge ' :] . Yeah finally get to watch le , hohohoho !
Anyway thanks you mr dear ! for accompanying watched even though you don't
really like ghost show . After movie walk to his house there to take his bike and
he send me home :] . Heh ! Awwww , so long never meet my dearest girlfriends liaos .
Meet up soon yea girls <3

Because of you

2010-07-16T22:36:00.002+08:00

HEY YO \m/ ! Hahaha !
Had been working all that .

Monday went to working , didn't work at bar there . Feeling abit weird ! LOL !
Tuesday off , went back to meet July and Peanut :] . Was intending to find the teacher
But she said she got lessons . nabei ! Say called me back in the end never called ! TMD !
Fuck sia her , i hate nurses __ ! -.- After went to Sing Post with Peanut girlfriend to meet
boyfriend and his friend - Alvin (: . Cabbed to don't know where to had dinner .
LOL ! Eric don't know how to use knife !!!!!! LMAO ! :/
Then went to street looked for Derek's present , but could not find any . Blahs blahs
Waited for cab for fucking long . Customer service not good ! __ ! Hahah !
Wednesday , working at bar with Boon hao ! Was fun eh , off work went back home
Sleep and midnight met Alvin daddy and July girlfriend awhile (: . Soon Jin hua came
and July went off , slacked both of them . Kept talked about bike ~.~ . Duh !
4 plus headed home bath all that and went for work :] . ><
walao then very clumsy siol , keep dropped things especially the milk jars all dropped down
and whole cafe can heard . Damn paiseh sia ><
Thursday working ! After work went home . Sleep awhile and chatted with Alvin ( Eric's friend ) Knew quite alot of things about Eric from him :/ , hahahha ! Then night met
him cause something bad happened . So accomapnied him while waiting dear to come .
We accompanied him , blahs blahs . July came awhile and off with Jia Wei le .
Then went to Amk with boyfriend and Alvin had supper . They seriously damn
irritating kept say about crump -.- . Walao eh ): !!!!!!!!! Then headed boyfriend's house
watched ghost show , and Z monsters came . KO ! 4 plus went home
Friday met Terry and July for dinner . Talked awhile at blk 10 and headed home :] .
Sianz ! Photos upload asap :]

Be with you

2010-07-12T01:21:00.002+08:00

Sunday :
Went to Marina Square met Ah boy , Stanh , Junliang and Jiying (: .
Met Ahboy and Stanh first , went to Kbox . LOL ! They paid for me , so good ! Heheheh !
After kbox met up with Junliang and Jiyjing (: . Had dinner at long john silver while waiting for
my dearest boyfriend ERIC SOO to come , he late again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Arrrghs !
Never mind this time cause of road block can accept . LOL ! Blahs blahs , went to smoke and
talked awhile , liang and Jiying went off . Left us , talked here and there . Was intending heading
down AMK , but i didn't really feel like going , first i gotta met July (: , second don't really know
that girl . Blahs blahs , so eric sent me back Eunos then say . Blahs blahs , went home changed
and helped my mother fucker set up things . Headed down again .
Met July jiawei and boyfriend . Those two really very funny , Hahahahahahah !
After July and her boyfriend went off , left Eric and me >< ! Nothing to do but talking -.- . LOL !
Then he suggest went to watched movie , so went to Cathy , but time was over . -.-
We reached there 3am already , lol ! Duh ! Wasted trip ! Then bo bian lor , headed to Marina
Barrage there slacked . He damn irritating he di siao me -.- , laugh laugh ! Laughed die you uh !
Walao eh ! Tsk , but i'm sorry okays , i dropped your phone .
( His iphone was dropped down tragically by me :/ ) I'm really sorry ): . Duhs .
And he brought me walked one stupid place where there's water coming put to splashed the plants . then bo bian . CHIONG UH ! -.- LOL !
Blahb blahs , sent me home . Duh ! That dumb never sleep and went to work le . Duh !
Anyway thanks you dear :] and sorry for you phone :/ .

I have got you

2010-07-10T08:17:00.003+08:00

Nice one man ! I haven't get into sleep yet .
Morning yea ! Yesterday was a busy day at work , godsh ! Damn tired luh !
Cleared up the mess in the bar then went out Cafebiz Alfreseco to help . Duh !
Only myself only ): ! But Oliver got help me (: . Went to Bugis with Yuki and Liang , had dinner
there and headed back eunos . Reached home rest awhile , met July , Alvin daddy and
Xiaoyun mummy ( shall i call her that ? Since Alvin and her together ) Hahahaha !
Chatted awhile and headed . Received boyfriend's msg said wanted meet me , so why not ? LOL ! Arrrghs ! He supposed to come at 245am but he reached that 3 , he always late one !
Kns :/ , he brought me to East Coast Park . Was having fun with him (: . Hahahahaha !
Blahs blahs , then around 6 plus he sent me back .
And now he will admit i am his girlfriend . No more trying , but serious one !
I can fly le , hahahahahaha !

This craziness ~

2010-07-07T02:49:00.002+08:00

Hey yo ! What's up man * the ceiling luh ! * HAHAHAHAHA !
Cause currently at home wah ! LOL !
Oh yea , i just came back . LOL ! But couldn't really get into sleep , ahas !
I'm boring till blogging everyday -.- , gan sianz luh ! :/
Alrights , yesterday i went back Traders Hotel instead of Ashworth . and i didn't inform the
Ashworth supervisior and skipped it :/ . Afterall i still feel traders hotel is for fun to work at .
Heh ! But seriously is fun man ! ^^
After work went out , then waited Junliang to come :] , went to buy cake for boyfriend . Then
headed block 25 to slack and talk with Liang :/ , blahs blahs .
Then met up July and accompained her to change up cause of our suggestions :/ , hahaha !
Sent her to MRT and went back block 10 met ERIC SOO ! ^^ Just nice girlfriend peanut called
me so met up with her , the followed by Edna and Jamie . Went to Paya Lebar had dinner
then for pool :] , sent Peanut home and came back met Eugenn they for the funeral things :/ .
Before went home met boyfriend awhile and gave him the cake , awwww !
Fuck it , the cake was destroyed __ ! -.- Look not nice though and melt somemore , kns !
But Eric still finished (: , that was actually i happy about . LOL ! hahahahah !
Gonna fly up to sky liaos :/ . Blahs blahs , went home changed and go down again met them
Alvin Daddy and Xiao yun came as well , chatted till just now then headed home.
* YAWNS ! Maybe get one or two hours sleep before work ba , heh !
I shall see you girls real soon for some preparations for something , ahas !
^^v

I want it be mine

2010-07-06T00:23:00.002+08:00

Finally done with all these over due pictures , not in order seh !

Dulan uploading them , fuck it man ! NABEI ! -.- .

First day work was late , LOL ! Quite easy but tiring then waitress leh . Cause cannot

walk around ? LOL ! Whatever luh , lazy blog now . So byebyes :]

Eric <3

I want to be the one in your heart

2010-07-05T05:18:00.002+08:00

Alrights , morning people ! MORNING MAN ! YO !
Hahahaha , yesterday the Sunday went to Bugis Iluma with July and Ah liang .
Intending to help my boyfriend to find his key , cause he might lost it at movie theater
there , but sadly when i went to ask them , don't have his key ): . I thought i could do
something for him , but could not find ): . Duh ! A bit disappointed eh :/
After went to suntec repaired Liang's laptop adaptor then headed back Eunos met Peanut and her friend for dinner , ahahah ! Kinda full , maybe cause of ate sushis ealier on . LOL !
Then headed blk 10 slacked , was intendning to find boyfriend cause he was nothing to do ,
but was too late . So never le , blahs blahs ~
Whuuu ~ I'm changing jog soon , maybe will be working as sales girl instead od waitress .
Abit cannot bear to leave my collgues and my bar T-T , but no choice . Afterall i need a full
time job . If not my mother fucker will kpkb liaos . LOL ! So gotta say bye to them ): . Sighs !
So be it then , new place new experince and new collgues (: . Heh !
Reached home , used com and chatted all that .
And had a bit of heart to heart talk with boyfriend . Hahahaha !
He say he like me eh ! hahahahahahhahha ! Going to fly up high to sky liaos :/ ! Heh
I will work hard and give him time . Yeah ! JIAYOU SEP !
Alrights , i shall sleep then since he didn't reply me >< , tsk !
Morning to those woke up already , and nights to me this owl (: .

You're my greatest entertainment

2010-07-04T06:46:00.002+08:00

Alrights , here i come blog early in the morning :] ! YO MAN \m/ !
Hahahahaha ! Yesterday , the Saturday !
Maybe i can say i had a great day (: . Woke up around , hoping boyfriend would wake up
early too . But he didn't >< ! So met up July first then met up with Peanut went to Bugis
accompanied July get her boyfriend's friend (: , then went to walk around while waited Eric to
reach , but he was late >:/ ! Awwwww !
Blahs blahs , met him up and separated with girlfriends , accompanied Eric went to withdraw
money and went to buy ticket . Too bad couldn't get to catch same timing movie as girlfriends ): .
So caught 9 plus movie with Eric (: . He damn fucking irritating sia , disiao the ticket auntie -.- .
LOL ! Kinda funny luh , then accompanied him went to eat and went to arcade walked around ,
he anooying and nosiy ! Kept disiao >:/ ! Walan eh !
blahs blahs ~~~~ then met up girlfriends again . Went to smoke and went to watched movie
Eclipse (: . Abit boring eh ? Cause too much dialoug there -.- , and somemore damn fucking cold
there -.- , freeze to death luh ! __ ! Hahahahaha !
But anyway thanks for your jacket Mr dear (: . and sorry let you be cold cause you give me
jacket :/ . After movie he sent me home (: . Hahahahaha !
Anyway i had a great day with him (: ! Ahahs !
And sorry girlfriends , pangseh you two half way :x
Gotta sleep now , Nights to me and Morning to you people ^^

Why i keep loving you

2010-07-03T03:53:00.002+08:00

YOOOOOO ! WHAT'S UP MAN !
Shall elaborated what happened . Just simply lazy to upload pictures -.- . Damn it

Finallly get to meet yo my darling Rui , after work went to meet her at
Far east there do hair and went to sit down talked alot of things . After that bus home
together . Met up July , Peanut , Edna and Jamie they all . Was intending to go Orchard
with them , but in the end July and me never go liaos . So we waited Kai and Alvin daddy they all came down :] . Blahs blahs , then waited Edna they all to come back again went
to Bedok there 85 there had supper togehter , then came back slacked and went to
work without sleep again :/ . Power uh me . Hahahahaha !
Met up SK and girlfriends at Eunos slacked all that and went home , after that ton-ed again
if im not wrong ? Hahahahaha !
As for yesterday , after work straight away went home sleep till 12 am plus then woke
up . Went down met July and Jiawei . They brought me go ECP for supper , so kind uh !
HAhahahaha ! Anyway thanks you girl and your boyfriend , trouble you two uh :/ .
And yea later afternoon meet my dearest boyfriend Eric soo ! That siao kia ! HOHOHHO!
Its been a week since we are together . Heh ~ Don't know what to say le , nervous siol !
Nabei __ ! Whatever i shall go sleep soon , if not cannot wake up or restless :/

Open it let me in

2010-06-28T02:37:00.002+08:00

I just cannot sleep now -.- . . . Chatting with Terry on phone now . LOL !
Hahahaha ! I sibei sianz now ! Awwww , working blahs blahs ~~~~
gonna change job soon . Cold war with my mother fucker ! Fucking dulan her luh ! Arrghs !
Today , uh no ! should be yesterday . Met girlfriends - July and Peanut .
Chatted all that , blahs blahs ~~~
Walao eh ! Wasted sia ): , if i got work Eric will be able to come fectch ! That si Yongkang
tell me don't need go le ! Damn him man ! Hahahaha ! Never mind then , its okays !
Than Eric went to drink , * worry !
Duh ! What's the prob;em with me man , lol ! Cannot think too much uh Sep !
Ahhhhhhh ! Whatever i should go sleep now as its already 244am now , and i need to wake up
at 5 , damn it luh ! i think i really like like Eric -.- , his words just simple affect me emotions !
Walao ! Like that i might KO easily ! Come on Sep , be alert and defendsive abit !
Nights anyway ! BYEBYES ^^

When you slowly enter it

2010-06-26T00:20:00.003+08:00

I had been so tired after ton-ing a few days , lack of sleep . Panda eyes liao luh ! ):
Been working , from waitress change ro bartender , LOL ! But was okays , doing bar
although very tired , but kinda fun and time would pass very fast yea , LOL !
Though sometimes tea would over flow and became a mess , bet Oliver they are had used to it ?
HAHAHAHAHA ! But doing bar seriously tired :/ , but but but ! Can serectly used handphone ^^ . Chek eh ~~~ , hahahahaha !
And im gonna to work the whole week for this week , duh ! SIANZ ! Never mind luh , for the
sake of money ba ? Today after work went Lucky plaza with Yuki and Ken , walked around
didn't managed to buy the thing i wanted to buy , duh ! Never mind :/ .
And oh yea , i saw Damian there siol . So coincidence , cause after so long never see him liaos .
Heh , around 5 plus reached home and slept awhile . Then went out , had a big quarrelled with
my mother fucker , nabei ! She damn absurd ! Cheebye , always me me me !
Don't know don't anyhow assume luh , she always use her friends children to compare to me
what they go can poly all those , whatever ! ITE not a school meh ? FUCKER HER __ !
Since their children so zai , ask them to be her child then ? I don't mind !
Or just chase me out of this home and disowned me , i also don't mind ! I DON'T MIND !
Let myself zi sheng zi mie ba , LOL ! Fuker sia her , make my blood boils ! __ !

And anyway , i knew i did this way is very bitchy . But people are always selfish and who don't
fight for their love ? I broke up with S cause Eric :/ , yea i know it very bitch or slut ?
But seriously after S and me that accident when we met i felt really very weird and don't
know how to talk to him , i know i'm selfish , bitch or whatever you all could think ba .
I know i had hurt him and very heartless , but i kust can't help . I thought i would success in
saving S and my relasitonship . But i'm wrong , i fall for Eric slowly :/ , its not Eric's
fault , but i'm still sorry S . And i had confessed to Eric (: .
And he accepted me (: , but i'm still under his observation ? Cause he said try first .
Duh , i don't know luh . But i seriously like the relasitonship between us , althought we are
couples but we talked like close friends , feels kinda good yea ?
Hahahaha , wish me good luck man !
23062010 ERIC <3

When there's another you

2010-06-23T04:48:00.002+08:00

HEY YO PEOPLE \m/ ! MORNING MAN ! ^^
I haven't into sleep yet ! Okays , mom and uncle-daddy went to Malaysia for trips !
So the whole shall be own by me again ! OH YEAH PARTY BABES ! \m/
Arlights , shall elaborate it :]

Last friday met girlfriends , ton to celebrate Jamie's birthday with Eunos people
And met my boyf , felt fucking wierd after that incident , duh ! Don't know how
to say luh ! As if we had nothing to say , was almost ignored him :/ . Blahs blah
Around 2am plus all people went off , left boyf , me and Jamie . Talked awhile
and he sent us home . Jamie came my house played com all that :/ .
Forget what Saturday did luh ! Sunday went to work . Met Yuki , Vincent and Ken
at ION there had dinner and went work :] . Heh ~ ~
Moday went to work , was okays and fun ? Awwww , damn it ! Jiayong '' kor ''
kept bully ma ! Nabei ! Always asked me count napkins , then in my head always
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 -.- , SHIT IT MAN ! Then Dahmi - Supervisor always di siao me ,
kns ! Never mind its still a happy working hours for me :] . After work rushed back
changed and rest awhile then met girlfriends . Went to bugis with them met Ah Kai ,
Jiaqing and Jerry . Had steamboat at there , was fun yea ! Jiaqing that siao gao !
Mad dog ! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! Around 9 plus went to fetch Peanut and went my
House prepared things for Jamie , had fun with , blahs blahs . Soon Alvin daddy , Kai ,
Jiaqing came . Blahs blahs , then Charles came . Brought us great thing ! Liqour !
Blahs blahs , drink and played together , soon Weikian came too . Lalalalals ~
Sibei funny luh , but they also vey cheebye . Very violent to girls . Nabei -.- !
Played till morming and cleared up around 10am went to sleep :] .
Tuesday eh , which was yesterday luh sleep the whole , woke up met July's friends
and had dinner with July and Peanut , watched Ip man 2 at home and played com .
Was kinda crazy with July at home . LOL !
And due to she gave me courages i was able to tell Eric how i feel towards to him :] .
And i think was okay okay so far ? Hahahahaha ! Can fly up high to sky liao luh ! ^^
And now ! Wednesday morning , sitting on bed with July listening music and using
com , haven't get into sleep yet . LOL ! Another day like that ! I'm so impressed about
myself man ! Mon to tue never sleep at all , now again ! WHOOOO ~ Photo upload asap

When it falls apart

2010-06-16T17:10:00.016+08:00

HEY YO MAN ! ^^
I'm back for blogging again ! Heh ~~~~
Recently many things happened , duhs ! Also kept ton-ed with girlfriends , Alvin Daddy and Kai
they all . I shall elaborate all these activities :] .

And on the 12th is my one month with my boyfriend (: . S !

Went to Chinatown don't know which pub celebrated Bazhang's birthday .
After that changed to Boat Quakey 12th Elements for his celebrations again , cause that pub
closing soon . Blahs ~~ Played games and talking all those bahs ! Then July's boyfriend Jiawei
fetch us home (: .
Met girlfriends for dinner all those .
Met Alvin daddy , Kai , Shenying , Jiawei and girlfriends for supper and accompany daddy went to
Bai bai then headed home (: . Tired ! And straight away went to work without sleeping , duh :/ .
Poor thing right ? Hahahaha ! Not really luh , wasn't as tired as i thought cause entertainment
from my work friends and was doing bar , so time think of sleeping ba ? Hahaha !
Went to East Coast with all my girlfriends <3>
As for yesterday , met up with girlfriends and Zenith they all for dinner and so on . 12am plus
met them again , talked and talked . Blahs blahs ~ ~ ~
AND !!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAH ! PARTY ON 21 JUNE !!!!!!!!! YEAH !COME ON BABES !!!!!!! CHEERRRRRRRRRRR MAN ! YO ! \m/
Some activities i had forgetten already -.- , duh ! Damn Eric , always cheat me ! LOL !
Anyway here are those pictures for the past few weeks and now (: .

I don't know what i do is right or wrong .
I'm very confuse with it , feel kinda regretting turning back .
I might be wrong at first , but when turn back i felt i'm wrong !
I don't know why i have this kind of thoughts ! I also don't know am i fallen for
that stupid Eric -.- , maybe just depends oh him for making me happy and accompany
me sms all that ba . And i also don't know i like S or not , cause when turning back
the feeling not there . Yes , i admit i did cried . Not cause i fallen for S too much
is i just been tired , and i had been trying hard to last this relationship yet it turns
out this way , yes ! Partly my fault ba . But still just feel different .
I didn't know what i want now . ARGHHHS !
Fuck love man ! _|_ ! PCB !

East Coast fun !

12th Elements fun !

Crazy Basketball !

Sister's outing :]

Riken's car change over !

The fear in the heart

2010-06-06T17:36:00.002+08:00

HEY YO ! Hahahahahaha !
Yesterday girlfriend Joey accompany me went to Bedok see handphones . As my viewty and ice cream
had spoilt T-T ! Duhs !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then sent her to work . NIght met up with July had late dinner :x .

Around 12am plus met up with July again . Cab-ed to AMK hub find Eric and his friend - Derek .
Ermmmms . . those two very funny ! Kept arguing here and there . Interesting people ! Hahahaha !
Cannot stop laughing ! HAhahahahaha ! Then played guessing game , lol ! And and ! There de mac
clear sibei guai lan and service not good . TMD ! -.- Service cmi one luh ! -.-
Blahs blahs blahs ~~~ then July went to find friend . Was intending to bus home , but Eric offered to
send me home (: . Heh ~ So kind right ?! hahahahahaha ! So separated with July and waited Eric sent
Derek home then he sent me home , he went wrong way man -.- .
But anyway ! ERIC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks for sending me home and also thanks for accompany me for waiting july ! :] Yeah ! :/

Let's elaborate this week things :] , heh ! Zzzz , duh ! Last week photos haven't post yet .
Never mind . LOL !
Was working from Monday to Thursday , everything was kinda fun . Hahahaha !

Went out to Chinatown had dessert with Xueling and Yuki :] . Was kinda fun !
Then walked around blahs blahs ~~ after headed train station with xueling , actually i was already
tapped in card already , but i don't know why i almost walked to the other exit to tap out .
Godsh ! Think i was really blur liao . LOL ! Then came back Eunos met July , Jinglong and Shawn
went to East coast all that . blahs blahs ~
Ton-ed with July outside my house till morning around 4 plus . Then went to sleep . LOL !
Went out with July , Peanut and Junliang for dessert at ION orchard , walked around and so on
then came back met zhikai , Jiaqing and xiao yun . Awhile more Joey , Edna and Alvin daddy came
Chatted and joked around . Damn fucking funny luh Kai's english ! Hahahahahaha ! LOL !
Blahs blahs ~~~ went home awhile . Then met up with July while waited S to come :] .
Talked and talked , daddy and Edna joined us . Unexpectedly daddy happened to know S , LOL !
Ton till 5 plus then headed home . SLEEP ! :

Let it go and move on

2010-06-02T01:15:00.000+08:00

Ermmms . . back for blogging .
As for this week . . . Saturday what did i do huh ? Ermmmms , forget :/ .
Sunday early met up with S , was like 3 am plus , he siao one -.- . LOL !
Monday never work , today went work , sianz ! But also kinda funny luh when with
them , duh ! Yuki and Stella never come today ): . After work went TM met
Guanwen for my strawberrys ^^v , blahs blahs ~ came back dinner with July .

My dearest girlfriend July uh :
CHEER UP OKAYS ! I'll always be there for you , anything just a call !
I will be right there to support you when you're falling down , thought not as strong
as D's support , ermmmms . it still might help you alittle to getting up ba ?
Anyway , stay happy always yea . LOVES YOU ! xoxo ! (:

No offence to some other guys uh ! Just speaking the truth only ?
Cause some are simply bastard ! Fucker ! No balls ! __ !
And cause of that , starting to lost trust in guys , even for S , i also cannot put in 100%
trust in him , cause afraid of getting hurt again like what Kenny did . That was really
my heart's tragic ! ): Till now still got that phobia in me , which i cannot get rid of it .
That's why im cold towards to S , be it on msg or when meet . Cause afraid the more i care
and mind about i might fall deeper , so i always keep a distance , leave a gap !
To defend myself from been KO ! Yea , maybe im been selfsih , but what to do ?
I cannot afford to be hurt again and again , i will wear out and might carry on moving like
i used to be . Indeed , guys nowdays are hard to trust . Only use sweet talks to lure girls
into their traps . Once got already , they won't go treasure . They take it for granted .
If i am changing what im not use to be , also cannot really blame myself ?
People do change due to different circumferences , so im changing . I want to change for
the better , to defend myself . Getting stronger and EQ of course must go up ! So i won't
easily KO ! Im not changing cause K says i need to , im changing cause i want to show him
without him im fucking FINE ! Without him im still can smiling and laughing around !
Without him im doing well and getting better and better ! Let him regret what he had
lose ! he just belongs to some jerks group !
SEP ! WAKE UP ! AND MOVE ON MAN ! DON'T THINK OF KENNY LIM.HX AGAIN !
MOVE IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got a better choice than him !
* PHEW ~ feel better now le ! Heh ~ Im going back to the hyper - crazy-ness me ! ^^v

I shall elaborate what happened past few weeks yea (: .

Working and working , Mon to thurday all the way working .
Met up with July's friend Shawn and also met up with Nicholas , duh ! -.-
Weekends went out with girlfriend July all that (: .
Met Zhikai and his friends - Jiawei and Wenbin went rounding , went to Marina
Barrage again slacking and joking . Ton-ed with girlf till morning 6am , break record !
Had sisters' outing with Edna , Jamie , July and Peanut . It fucking fun luh , went to cineleisure . Took neoprints and walked around . Waited Riken to fetch us , had a small
party in his car why finding way to Marina Barrage , but couldn't find -.- .
Might met Zhikai and Shenying ton-ed all that
Met Junliang and July for pool (: . Dinner at East Coast Park Mac , played at ECP
awhile cause bought '' puffer fish '' , in the spoilt . Cause was throwing here and there
with July . Back to eunos, met up Alvin daddy , Zhikai , Dominic and Eric .
And laughing stock of that day was while i was msg-ing Eric i fell down -.- . LOL !
Met up Aaron , July and Junliang for dinner , then headed 853 for basketball .
Didn't managed to meet up with S due to accompany July (: .
And and and photos up soon ! STAY TUNE ! ^^

Entering in progress ~

2010-05-19T22:21:00.002+08:00

Working , wokring and working !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SIANZXC -.- !
Was partner with Yuki at bar station , duh ! Was scaled by hot coffee , kns ! PAIN !
Whatever , blahs blahs blahs . After work went home sleep ~ ~ !
Sighs ! Tired , boring !!!! Actually ws quite okay with work luh , all of them are friendly and
funny too ? Hahahaha !

Today , is the one week with S , ermmms . A least managed till to a week ? Hahahaha !
Not bad liao uh , heh ~ . Nothing much to say le , duh !
Friday girls outing with girlfriends ^^ , YEAH ! HOHOHOHOHO !
Nothing to say , byebyes ! -.-

When its time to let go

2010-05-16T23:18:00.002+08:00

K ! I missed you whenever heard it ): . . . i wished that day i shouldn't be so harsh ?
And rushed to say out those things and made you disappointed .
But what's gone is already gone ! Not mine means not mine ? No point thinking anymore .
Just wish to know how have you been these days ?

Well , i have thought it through . Without K i'm still doing fine .
In fact , i felt i am happier than when we were together (: , i have great girlfriends and
friends beside to cheer me up . I'm doing fine now (: , really very fine and happy with what
i had . I got great girlfriends , friends and S by my side now . Even though i don't really trust S now , but time will prove everything . i won't let S be my another heart's tragic ! I WON'T ! Cause i had enough ,
i'm already wore out , cannot fight anymore . I become weak , cause i scare of been hurt again .
I cannot afford to be hurt (?) again ??? sighs !

S , you might not be able to see this , but i will say this out here (: .
Since we two didn't really know or understand each other , but well ! It takes time to
understand yea . As for me , you might think i'm selfish , but maybe its just a way to
defend myself of been hurt ? Frankly speaking , i don't really have enough trust in
you , i scare you like others or even like K disqualified me . That's why i might be cold
and even if i mind , i'll also act as if i don't mind . Cause i don't want you to know i might
be really mind about you . But feelings will grow each day , it will gets deeper and deeper ,
so please don't play me out , you don't like me just tell me . Feelings isn't fun to play with .
But i will still say , i do miss you when we didn't meet or worry about why haven't you
text me . I didn't want to think too much , cause i will stress and get defended easily .
so i might as well acted cold .
Loves (:

Alrights , finished my the day of thoughts already . Hahahahaha !
Today didn't go to work , afternoon met up July and Joey went to Tampines bought
things , walked around (: . Was kinda crazy ? Heh ~
Then received s msg , blahs blahs ~ done all the things . Girlfriends decided to
accompanied me trained to Boon Lay find S (: , so sweet of my girlfriends huh ? Yea !
Of course they're sweet luh ! Hahahahaha ! It was a very long journey ~ duh :/ ,
reached Boon Lay separated with girlfriends , and took bus . And damn it so many people
took that bus and gotta to wait another bus -.- . Blahs blahs ~~~
Went to S house watched i don't know what shark movie luh , sort of sianz ? Duh :/
And he asked me sort of diffcult questions , duh ! And fuck it , i actually forget the dates !
Paiseh luh S ): , duh ! AND AND AND ! He is July number i can say ! Cause the way i sat ,
my sitting posture . He will kp me just like my dear girlfriend July , oh no ~~~ -.-
around 10 plus he sent me home (: . Loves .
Sianz tomorrow woeking again ! ): awwwwwwwwwww ~~~~~~~

Would it be another heart's tragic ?

2010-05-16T01:04:00.002+08:00

HEY YO !
I'm back blogging ! hahahahaha ! Had been busy this few days !
Working and working , then met girlfriend July and Sylvester , yea !

Yesterday met up with July and Eugene.L , sent her to Jurong East then had dinner
together and took bus back Eunos with Eugene.L , accompanied him had dinner then
met up Joey (: , talked awhile then headed home .
Midnight ran out again , met up with July , Ah kai an Shen ying . Slacked and accompanied
them had supper , at the coffee shop , July and me were damn crazy ? We were laughing
very loud -.- , hahahaha ! Very noisy ! Bet the people thought we were siao kias ! Hahah!
But seriously very funny !!!! And Ah kai intend to send to mental hospital ): !
Awwww , he so mean ! MEANIE man ! duhs ! Blahs blahs ~ ~ was planing to go for rounding
but too bad ! RAINING and was damn cold , so in the stay at Eunos slacked and joked
around ba , around 4am plus headed home (: .

Woke up , met July . She accompany me went to Parkway to interview , but wasn't
really good , so never take up that job le . Sighs ! Headed back Eunos , went her house
sat awhile . Then headed down met Jinghui , junliang , Haibin and Bearbear (: .
Headed 853 played basketball (: , so long didn't play already , do have a fun time with
them (: , heh ! But thing was bad too ! Got one asshole cheebye guy shot the ball and
hit my head , oh ! FUCK IT ! Damn pain siol , knns ! __ ! Made me felt so dizzy !
Arrrghs ! >:/ ! Never mind , sua ! Blahs blahs
Nothing much to update le , byebyes (: !

My heart is unstable again ! Damn it ! :/

When it let me remind of you

2010-05-11T00:12:00.006+08:00

Yesterday met up with Slyvester for dinner , then came back met up girlfriend
July (: , chatted awhile send her home , then accompanied Sylvester talked awhile and headed home . Sianz ! duh ! Very fuck eh , everytime when heard that song will think of
Kenny ): , seems he is still in my heart . Sighs ! But i feel like msg him ask him how had he
been this few days , but guess he won't reply ? Sighs ! Why ended up in this way sia , duh !

Today woke up sort of late :/ , went to met up July awhile then met Aaron (: . LOL ! Very wierd :/ , went to July house downstairs waited her then went to Eunos
court slacked awhile , while waiting for Kai and found us (: , blahs blahs ~sat there talking all that lor . sianz ! Duhs ! lalalala , 10 plus Aaron and me sent July home
then he sent me home . Byebyes ! Nothing so say le ? hahahaha !
Tomorrow working , awwwwwwwwwwwww ! I suddenly don't feeling like going le
shit man ! Become playful le , duh ! cannot must go work !
SEP UH ! JIAYOU ! GAMbATTHE NEH ! ^^v

Last but not least i got to say something to someone (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONOVAN.L

lalala ~

2010-05-09T00:37:00.005+08:00

Sleep kinda late , was chatting with Aaron , duh ! So random ! HAHAHAHAH !

Also think alot , about Kenny and me . I think there's no point getting back ?
Cause he seems don't care , and i also felt we are drifted . The feeling isn't the

same anymore , though i might have still some feeling for him , but so what ?
he dont't care and heart not with me ? I might as well give up , in order not to let myself

suffer again . I'm fine even if without him right ? hahahaha ! And i also do hope he will

be fine too ba , sighs ! He will get better girlfriend than me .

Today woke up kinda early , cause of last minute decision of Eileen's -.- ,

went for interview with Eileen , sighs ! Damn troublesome and waited

that manager so long , kns ! Hai me late ! Walao eh ! >:/

Somemore rainning so heavily , hard to get cab too ! Duhs ! SUAY LUH !
Reached there , caught Iron Man 2 with July and Junliang , not as nice as i thought -.-

i thought very nice then in the end ? Duh ! Never mind , average luh !
After movie went to meet July's friend - Nicholas . Oh ya ! I almost fell down in front of a

Starhub promotion shop sia -.- , and the host even used mic to ask me wether am i okay

duh ! Damn paiseh luh ! Kns :/ , use mic siol ! >:/ ! Arrrghs ! Went to play pool

blahs blahs ~ ~ then headed for dinner , ah liang very funny siol , hahahaha ! Cannot stop

laughing , hahahaha ! Then home with girlfriend and liang (: .

I have thought through , what's gone is gone !

When the feel its no longer the same , no point getting back ?

K , Without you , i will still be fine .
But still hope you will doing fine too , change your bad

temper for your sake and your next girlfriend's sake ba !

i shall start anew <3>

You're hot and cold !

2010-05-08T02:18:00.003+08:00

Lalala !
AWWWWW , im sianz ! -.-
Talking with wa eh brother sia junliang now ! HAHAHAHAHAHA !
Damn funny sia ! I'm gonna crazy ! Lalalalalalala ~
Alrights , today went to meet eileen , at first was sort of no mood due
to my great boyfriend , so damn fucking worry him !
Then after that thanks to her friends for the entertaining (: .
Headed eileen's house void deck slacked awhile and
bus to eunos with Eileen's friend - Han Quan , thanks him for accompanied me bus to
eunos (: . Then home :]
Tomorrow outing with my dearest girlfriend July (: ! Yeah ^^v

Tongue tied

2010-05-05T01:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY ONE MONTH DARLING !

Yeah ! You know , he is my first boyfriend that can last till today ! One month !
Hahahaha ! Shouldn't you congrats me ?

You guys might be wonderning , we just broke up right ? Yea , i broke up with him one

day before our one month , cause i was tired keep msg him yet he never reply .
But on the 5th patched up again , but did a bit quarrelled ? and misunderstanding ?

Maybe that was misunderstanding ? And i was sort of angry over that ? duhs !

Today wake up sort of early ? Cleaned up my room as it was really in a great mess -.-

after clear up and to Kallang Leisure Park interview for my job and headed

Tampines to interviewed another one with girlfriend July's accompany (: .
Don't know they will want me or not -.- . Sighs !

Last msg with boyfriend was in the morning , after that he never reply till now ): .

8 plus he got called me , but when i called back phone switch off till now also cannot

get through ): , i was sort of worried . Sighs !

Morning i still thought that this feeling for him had faded , but actually not ): .

I still love him lots , i missed him lots ! i had about 2 weeks didn't get to see darling

already ): , i don't know whether is he doing well this few days , sighs !

Others just say i'm stupid to patch back with him . Maybe i'm really stupid ba ?

Cause love him too much , didn't care anything just wanna be together with him ?

Duhs ! Actually was feel like giving up , already made up me mind , but when

boyfriend talked to me again , and said certain things made me cannot bear to leave

him . Complicated uh ! Sighs ! What's more can i do ? Hais !

Then he will understand how much i love him and care for him .
Already told myself don't think too much , but still think so much ! sighs !

What's the problem with man ! Never mind , shall end here .

Awwwww , i miss my boyfriend luh ): and worry him ! Duhs ! ):

Boy , you left your footprints on my heart

2010-05-04T21:03:00.003+08:00

To me I should be happy that tomorrow is our first month , but things didn't went well .
I don't know should i say is never cherish him well or the problem lies on him ?
I'm really tired , no more strength to work harder to continue . So i choose to end it ,
so i will feel better and won't go deeper and deeper . Maybe to you , i'm really not a good
girlfriend . I always make you angry , stress up . Not up to your standard ? Trying to change myself
just for your sake , yet you told me i had never change at all . At times , you were really caring
and sweet . But you also would be cold and harsh sometimes , those words you say out just
fucking hurt me . Are you taking me as your toy ?
Maybe if i bring myself to hate you , i will feel better than ever ? You were change ,
change to someone whom i don't know at all , sometimes i was thinking is it really my fault ?
I never change so much before cause of a guy , but you make me change and throw me aside
and ignore me . That's was the worst thing i felt , from the start we shouldn't patched . If not
it won't end in this unhappy way . Now no more your caring , no more your joking ,
no more your naggings , no more more ! It'll disappear from me forever .
if you were to ask me , am i regretting been with and love you ? My answer still , NO ! I'm not
regretting at all . Something was wrong at the time when you started cold towards to me ,
but i told myself i was thinking too much , keep lying too much . Cause i don't bear to leave you ,
also as a promise not to leave you alone . I really don't bear to leave you alone , really don't bear .
But i'm still really sorry , in the end i left . Cause i had no strength to support me to keep holding
on , i had been defended by you ! You had disqualified me from your heart , But eventually is
you left me , your love for me fading days by days . i had been KO ! I had been deeply love you !
Are you happy now ? Are you satisfy now ? You had successfully make me love you , successfully
play me ? You win in this game alrights ?
Once i told myself i won't let another boy let me drop my tears , but i failed to .
I dropped tears again and again . I was hurt , and you become my another heart's tragic But , damn me and dumbfounded de me still love you and miss you everyday .
I hope you will doing well everyday in everything . Take good care of yourself and drink more
water , don't always stay up till so late . This will be the last chance i will be saying
'' Darling , i love you ! ''

Your gaze is poisonous

2010-05-03T00:35:00.002+08:00

Yesterday cannot sleep , went out met Leonard and his friends ying ying .
She very friendly ? Sighs ! blahs blahs

This morning quarreled with boyfriend again ): , sighs ! I really don't know what to

do anymore . Should i heed the advice or should i continue working hard to let him

know i'll never give up ? Sighs , what should i do eh . Some what just lack of trust ?

Sighs !

Met July girlfriend went to Parkway played pool :] , was kinda fun . But somehow i still

got abit moody spoilt the atmosphere ? After pool went to Jurong East found Kenneth ,

also Met Jeremy an his friend - SH . Was very boring , July headed met Kenneth , awhile

later i went there too . Was waited for someone i long to see , that's him K .

Nah , not Kenny . Can say i had forgetten K already , but somehow just wanted to see

how's him , did he become happier ? Upon seeing him , K change alot compare to the

past . Time flies fast , just a blink of an eye . It had been 5 months , when saw him

we didn't talk , just looked at him ? And he looked at me . Just couldn't bring up the

courage to talk to him , not even a bye bye . How coward i was ?! Maybe i cannot say i

had forget him , maybe he's still in a little space in my heart ? Just that i didn't realized ?

felt kinda regret never talked to him . More and more things just added on to the burden .

today isn't a good day .

2 more days to our one month ? Can i make it to there ?

Or should i give up ? I didn't bear to leave him alone , i didn't bear to bring up

'' break up '' to him . Just don't bear to , but sometimes just feel sort of tired

need a shoulder to lie on ? To give me support to continue on , but boyfriend always

on and off good . His one simple word can deiced my happiness and sadness .

Sighs ! What should i do ? Is this what i want ? What i deserve to do ?

I don't know , i really don't know . I only know i love him , till i can change myself .

darling uh , can you feel how i feel ? can you hear my heart talk ?

can you hear it when it cracking when your words were hurtful ?

you can amend the hole , you also can become a tragic of it .
i just want you to be more understanding , just wanna know you know that

i don't msg you don't mean i don't love you , don't mean i don't care you .
i always care and mind you the most , and love you so much that even you also

wont believe . For your sake , i pangseh my girlfriend :/ , why can't you see i had

change for you , i want to meet you expectations . yet you always think that i don't

love you , i don't care you . I don't know what's more i can do , sometimes

i'll tired too , not only you . I hope you won't angry anymore tomorrow .
Love you <3

When it falls apart

2010-04-29T23:20:00.002+08:00

Very sick and tired of my attachment !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Stress uh ! Sooner or later suffer from depression , LOL ! Kidding , impossible !
How can Sep can depression sia , i'm happy pill ! Will always be ^^ , duh ! Hope so :/
Currently looking for private school , so that i can quit nursing as soon as possible (: .

Sighs ! Case of this quarrel with mother -.- , duh ! ):
Blahs blahs ~~~~~ -.- , then talked with boyf , duh ! lalalala `
Fall asleep , then woke up . chat with Boyf while finding for my school , sighs !
Hard to find siol , kns -.- !! ARRRSGH ! >:/
Sep uh sep , work hard luh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Aish !
Nothing much to say about -.- , tomorrow hell day again ? DUH !
BYESBYES ^^

Ding Dong !

2010-04-27T03:48:00.002+08:00

I had been very tired been working there -.- , sighs !
Feel like bang the wall and faint ! Or die ?! Zzzz , cause really very tiring !
Imagined standing down there 8 hours plus ? Been order around !? Duh !
Really cannot carry on anymore -.- , and almost fall sick :/ , luckily never !
The feeling of been sick feel sucks ~.~ , duh ! However , after think over , i decided to
talk with mom about , and ! Unexpected she let me quit ^^ , oh wow ! Greats !
I am sooooooooooooooooooooooo HAPPY ^^ ! hahahahahahahaha !
I thought she won't and might be nag from her if i bring up this matter , but she agrees (: .
YEAH ! ^^ When did she become so understand sia . hahahaha :/
Whatever , still cannot be happy too early , cause must see my appeal to other course will
success or not , if not . Sighs ! Still got to continue been torturing for one year plus , sighs !
Wait a minute , should not think so negative first ! Yea , cannot uh September !
CAN DE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! * Pray hard ! >< ! Pray for me luh ! Walao eh ! :x
Boring , playing stupid msn game with si pubor Eileen , kept lose ! Walao eh !
Wo bu fu luh ! knn , she win till so shuang ! Then me leh , kept KO ! -.- , loser ?
Nah ! I hate you pubor ! Kept let me lose , tsk ! No manners eh ? zzzz .

Hahah , and recently getting quite well with boyfriend . Didn't quarrel so much as before
in fact didn't quarrel at all luh , just sometimes i will )_(*^&$%#@*( by his jokes !
sometimes cannot take jokes uh , bo bian eh :x . I also don't know why , duh !
Especially when he reply coldly in msgs -.- , tsk ! Don't like ! :/
Whatever , good luck to me ! Must behave uh September ! If not really byebye liao :/
AH ! 9 more days to one month , faster pray for me that i will get over this one month
curse ! So that i won't be one month girl anymore ! Faster pray ! PRAY HARD for me !
Aish ! Hope thing will goes well for me , be it relationship or the appeal thing luh !
And also my dearest girlfriend July (: , ermmmms . . .
nothing to update about le , shall turn in early . Nights and BYEBYES ^^v !

One more try

2010-04-25T15:57:00.002+08:00

This few days a lot things happened , sort of all bad ones ?

Couldn't really concentrate when at work , duh !

Friday something happened , boyfriend broke up with me . At first i thought i was

fine ? Cause i didn't drop tears , thought i ignore his msg i would be fine , in the end ?
tears still dropped out, couldn't control it ): . Was very sad about what he said , was

very disappointed at myself ? After i offline , he called . Said things really hurtful ,

cause of angry or sad i agreed what he say , then blahs blahs , hang up phone .
And went to find July girlfriend. Awwwwwwww ~ ~

Headed to Riken's house , talked a lot with July . Blah blahs , then crazily played with

her, maybe cause of wanted to forget the unhappiness ? That's why we two played

till like this ? Guessed we were the two crazy and noisy ones , after July was drunk -.-

Jinglong sent her home , only left Riken , Edna and me , so i played with them till morning

blahs blahs and headed home , damn dizzy -.- .

Morning met up with boyfriend , we talked and sort things out ?
At first i was thinking , since we broke up already , why he still care about me and what

i did on friday night . Cause of concerning , but his concerning will make me think

that i still chance . Blahs blahs blahs blahs ~~~~~ Raining ! -.-
I hate raining days , cause was damn cold !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But unexpectedly

he hugged me , and i cried -.- . I also don't why , and also cause of the things he said ,

blahs blahs , kept crying ><||| . Oh No ! He saw my weak side , i don't like >< !

Talked and talked , he was willing to give last try to this relationship .

So we were okay after that . But in my heart still have doubts about that .
Cause i afraid it will end very soon , cause i afraid he might leave anytime .
Sighs ! Now then i know , i also will think a lot -.- . hahahahah ?
I believe a person do change quickly due to different circumferences , but what's

more can i say , just like girlfriend told me what is mine will be mine , no point to force it ?
So let nature take its course , walk step by step ba .
I should have faith in him and myself . So give it a last try and trust one last time .
Cause i least i know i had try , better than didn't and left with regrets right ?
SO ! Jiayou ba September ^^ !

你的爱呢，给谁了 ? - 心呢被弄痛了

2010-04-19T01:06:00.004+08:00

Today met up with boyfriend , felt a sudden different .
Though he kept joking , but uneasy thought just kept come out .
When i on way , the way we msg . Just very different from past , he was really cold .
Usually he will kept msg , but from that day we patched , he no longer like that .
I didn't know what happened , felt uneasy ): . Even i was just sending msg , he never reply .
I just really wish to know what is he thinking , why he became like that ?

Cause he no longer love me ? Cause he felt for other girls ?
Cause he was disappointed and tired that i always made him angry ?
Cause he didn't want to hurt me then patch with me ?
Many thought just came out into my head , i didn't want to think about it , but just
couldn't control it . I don't know what's wrong with me , just a little stupid thoughts will make
me break down on the spot . His coldness just make me felt , uneasy . Hurts !
I kept thinking is that what i want ? If he don't love me m he won't patch with me ?
But why did he so cold to me ? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY !!!!!???
I suddenly feel that i'm no longer that strong girl . Who always insist she's right ,
insist once break no patch , insist boyf never text me fuck care , insist boyf should find girlf ,
insist she shouldn't give in to her boyf , insist that boyf cannot scold her .
I was like , just suddenly change to another person whom i don't even know who am i ,
what i'm really want . I felt so disappointed about myself and maybe even stupid ?
Dumb ? Silly ? What's wrong with me man , the way he treat me colder , the way i felt
he no longer love me as before . I felt dumb and stupid , dumbfounded !
Fucking stupid girl ! If didn't put in so much , i won't be so hurt in the end . I thought this
time will be different , but still the same . No matter how hard i wanted to hold it back ,
how hard i try to maintain , he is still cold ! COLD TOWARDS TO ME ! I didn't understand why ?
Really don't understand , just had a strong feeling tell me that , he don't love me already .
He's change . This few days , i had think through a lot and a lot . Although yesterday i had
ask him all those questions i want to know , but i still feel uneasy and still having doubts ,
i feel like giving up , no more strength to keep holding on . But what if my thoughts were wrong ?
I would feel regret if i gave up . But i really feel tired , don't know what to do .
Can someone just tell me what to do ? Tell me what is he thinking ?
Should i ask for break ? Or continue my part to maintain this relationship ? Sighs !!!!
First time , for the very first time ! I don't know what i want for myself !
Ended myself so tragically ? Suffering from pain and hurts . Felt so lost and helpless .
sighs ! And i'm mentally prepare for the answer he give me , and i am going to ask him and
tell him how i feel now , cause its pointless if keep thinking and make wild guesses .
Be it a good or bad , i'll accept it . Don't want to run away anymore . I should face
it sooner or later so why not now ? Maybe i can still pull myself up before i fall more deeper ?

Yea , that's September ! Face it and don't run away . If the answer isn't positive i might broke
down , but i'll accept it and heal myself up ! If there is no him , i'll be fine too . Cause like
July said i do still have great girlfriends like them by side , good friends by my side to be
there for me . Even without him i'll be fine too ! Time do heal the wounds , i'll still need to
continue my life even without him . So yea man ! I decided to ask him and tell him .
Wait for my outcome ba readers (: .

And to my dearest girlfriend JULY :
Yesterday i was really really really SORRY ! SORRY that i pangseh-ed you , left you alone .
Although you're having your own troubles you still accompany and consoling me ,
and accompanied to find boyfriend . Really thanks alot girl , but still i'm really sorry
that i left you alone and didn't accompany you . Actually was planning we could go out
have fun and vent out all our unhappiness , but in the end cause of me whole plan was change
and destroyed the whole atmosphere too . I AM REALLY SORRY about it ! :/
And also thanks Ah Kai and Zhao Xiang sending us all the way to there , in the end i left all of
you there , really really sorry guys ! :/
Girl , i'm so sorry today also . Knowing you're sad and need some accompany yet i didn't
accompany went to find boyfriend , really sorry ! I felt that i had been wei ji mo gor .
SORRY GIRL ! And also thanks for your understanding too , really thanks that you didn't
angry or what . Girl ! Let's stand up together and move on okays ?
We are like ended up in same situation , i know how it feels . No matter what just a call
or text i'll be there to lend you my shoulder and listening ears (: .
So girl , we work hard together forget the unhappiness and move on .

笑着放手？ Do it or Die !

2010-04-17T17:47:00.009+08:00

Its the 13 days , Kenny and i get together .
During these 13 days , we never had one day peace . Cause we kept arguing here and there .
In fact , before together argument already started a bit . Though keep quarreling ,
we do still happy times , but wasn't that much ? I thought i was only like him ,
not love him . But when we quarreled . I realized he is more important
than i thought , cause i care and mind he is angry .
And might just don't want talk to me anymore .
so that day after quarreled , i cried . Because he mentioned break up , he said i was just like
his ex just want to hurt him only . But that wasn't true ! I was prepared to respect his decision and asked him is that what he wants , he told me that he know i am a girl who

don't hold back .Yes ! He is right , i won't hold back a relationship .
But this time i hold back and asked him to stay . And he did stay , so never break up .
I told him all the things about how i feel towards to him , and probably he told me his too .
The next day , we didn't quarrel , i thought it would be a good start for us ,
cause first time didn't quarrel . But who knows , yesterday argument was really big .
He said i got attitude problems and why reply him late , i had already trying to change .
Why can't he understand and trying to know that i am actually change cause of him ?
Yea , every time he angry , i didn't angry him but will apologized to him .
Cause he angry means he care and mind , this time was different , we ended up break up .

I had changed to someone whom i don't know , i asked him for patched .
And at first he didn't want to , after that he agreed .
Yea , we patched . But the results was very much different
from the past , he was very cold to me . Usually he reply one letter means angry , now ?
when he use one letter didn't mean angry anymore , it represents the coldness towards

to me . All his msgs were one letter or two letters . I kept told myself I'm just thinking too much , nothing goes wrong , maybe just cause he was still angry or what ?
I just couldn't stop thinking , he really very cold towards to me ,
i don't know which is the real him .He can talk nicely with in the phone ,
but in msg . He was very cold towards , very first time . And i tasted how cold he was ,
maybe he just treated the way i treated him in the beginning ? Or maybe he is no longer
love me like in the past ? All these thoughts were just kept spinning in my head ,
made me think a lot of things . But just missing him very much suddenly , never been so
miss him before . Its weird you see ? For the first time , yesterday he went to
sleep very early . So stupid thoughts and wild guess came up to my mind .
I was thinking , its cause he don't want to talk to me that's why said that ? i don't know , all
this weird thinking just came up to my mind . And after heard L said , i really got many
many weird thoughts . Think of things i shouldn't think of . For past 2 or 3 days ,
i didn't sleep well . In fact was after the first quarreled till yesterday , yesterday i was
really totally no mood and missing him ): . Because of no mood Zongyang KOR and
his friend - Victor around 1 plus came and fetched me and drove me to East Coast there ,
i thought if i went out i did feel better , but I'm not . when i was walking at East Coast ,
many thought came out . Walked awhile then headed Mac and sat down chatted with them ,
Zongyang KOR and Victor thanks for the accompany yea (: .

Back to Eunos , i really don't feel like going home , so met up with Terry .
Talked with him , blahs blahs ! Then headed home , use com awhile and headed to sleep .
I thought when i wake up will feel better , in fact at the beginning was better ?
Cause i received boyfriend's call , he talked very nicely to me . I was happy ,
i thought everything was fine , until when we msg , i realized its still the same .
His coldness to me just like a knife stabbing into my heart that was the first time i felt it ,
a person's coldness could hurt me so much . I was thinking should i really ask him ,
does he still love me ? Why so cold towards to me ? But i afraid he might think that
I'm thinking too much or that , so i didn't ask .
I didn't know things will turned up into this way , is this what i want ?
Should i still bear with his coldness and maybe one day he won't like that ?
Or maybe i should just let it go , i wouldn't be thinking so much or what .
But i also think that , if he had no feeling for me , why still agreed to patch
with me at first place ? Cause of still got feeling ? Or just toying my feelings ?
Let me tasted how cold i was ? But i could tell him , is doesn't feel good at all .
I didn't know what he is thinking about , just many wild thought came up to my mind .
I was really confused but at the same time , i also realized i really love him and
he is important to him . For the first time i change so much cause of a boy .
Very stupid right ? I thought that so , but if my changing can make two of last long ,
i don't mind . But he doesn't know that i had make change for him , he never realized .
I was very tired , i cannot accept the fact he became like this . I just feel very sad , perhaps
when together i was not really a good girlfriend to him , a girlfriend with coldness , with
attitude problem ? Sighs ! I don't know what to say , but i only know .
I love him and he is important to me , i cannot afford to lose him .
But in fact i had lose him already or going to lose him ?
Maybe i should just accept the fact he is leaving and shouldn't keep him
by my side even though we patch . Cause of the coldness , or maybe his feeling to me ?

But darling , i really love you more than you thought . When you're angry i feel bad and sad ,
what you said will hurts and i mind it a lots . You're just more than important than i thought .
Maybe just like what they say , think carefully and let it go ? But i cannot bear to let you leave
my side . I'm relying on you more and more , just like yesterday night , you didn't talk to me
cause you went to sleep early , i felt very weird . And started to miss you more and more too
Could someone just tell me what is on his mind ?

I LOVE KENNY LIM HUI XIANG <3

Happy schooling !

2010-04-12T22:30:00.002+08:00

Happy schooling ? NAH ! Not at all okays -.- .
Super boring , due to attachment go to go hospital instead of school .
Didn't sleep at all yesterday , cause was chatting with my boyfriend till morning , lol !
Power right ? Hahahahaha ! I also think i am power ! Went to hospital , guessed what ?
When i reached hospital , i got lost ! I LOST IN HOSPITAL ! Couldn't find where is block 7 , -.-
that time i should have remember how July walked there , i should have remember so i won't
ended up like today state :x , awwwwww ~~~ ): . But in the end found it , sighs !
Lecturing was super sianzxc luh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Almost fell asleep -.- , ahhhhhhhhhhhh ! I was not as hyper as in school le , don't know why ,
not cause of not sleep well , maybe cause of people who are around me ?
I lost my hyper-ness ): , somebody find it plsease return it to me , i need it urgently to support
me throughout the rest of the 3 months ! Awwwwwwwwwwwwww ! ):
Mr or Miss hyper-ness please ! Please come back to me ! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
Tsk , whatever luh . Anyway i got to know Jiahui (: , she's friendly man ! lalalala ~
I know nothing , i just know that I'M GONNA SUFFER 3 MONTHS !
WALAO EH ! Poor me ): , POOR SEPTEMBER ! Sighs ! hahahaha ?
3 months ? sighs !

I miss Kenny.Lhx !!!!! ;/

strong&serious , matchless&marvelous , energetic&courageous

2010-04-11T21:16:00.004+08:00

SIGHS ! -.-

ermmmms , school reopening tomorrow . What the hell luh , don't feel like going

since it is attachment . Oh my godsh luh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The world would be better without sucha thing call '' school '' , very sick of schooling -.-
Mom knows i don't like that course still ask me carry on and study , what i tell her

is POINTLESS , when there's no interest how to study well -.- . Sighs !

Well , yesterday went to Downtown with Joey and Junliang , had lunch together then

went to had lots fun together , hahahahah ! Was kinda fun (: , hahahahaha !

Not at a very good mood , kinda felt abit down . I don't how to put it , just cannot cheer up .

Awwww ~ Sep's EQ low liao , whats wrong man ! ): , fuck luh -.- !
Sua , will be better soon , i bet so ? Tomorrow onwards gonna be the days i need to suffer

for 3 months yea , fucking boring 3 months -.- , no choice ! Got to go .

Photos upload when free . byeyyes luhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

The craziness between us

2010-04-08T03:02:00.005+08:00

UHHHHHHHHHHHHH HAH !

06042010

Met girlfriend July in the morning , went SGH did things . Then headed Springfield

sec to take my N level cert , in the end guess what ? I never get , why !
Cause the security said , dye hair , wear slipper and dress in an improper way ,

is against the school rules , so cannot go in -.- . What the fuck can ? I'm only taking

one N level cert , need so troublesome sia >:\ , knns ! I was graduated already don't

belongs to that school . Zzzzz ! And he kept repeating '' I know what i am doing ! '' to

whoever who ask him let me go in , damn it . The rules sucks to the core _|_ ! NABEI

wasted my time travelled all the way down -.- . Bobian eh , so left lor , what can i do -.-

headed to TM again , accompanied July went to buy necklace then had lunch . We two

were crazy , kept laughed and laughed . LOLOL ! Hahahaha ! Damn funny ,

evening met up with Junliang and Shanel awhile , chatted and headed home (: .

As for just now , mean yesterday luh !

went Bugis with July bought her things , talked and laughed ~ then two people

asked us to do survey -.- , boliao one ! Blahs blahs , trained back to Paya Lebar

bought her pens all that , then so coincidence , her friend Chao Zhen was there , so met

him and his friends awhile , hahahaha ! Chaozhen's friend Damian damn freaking

funny sia , LOLOLOL ! Blahs blahs ~~~~~~~~ headed home .

Evening met up with girlfriend again , then decided went to find Chao Zhen and Damian

at Kallang , omfg ! Wearing FBT shorts went there all the way , zzz ! Sibei weird luh

then July kept kp -.- . LOL ! Blahs blahs , craps around with them and smoke , lalala

then home , awwwwwwwww . -.-

BORING ! SIANZ ! Lifeless ! School reopening soon , what am i going to do luh ! kns :/

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! byebyes -.-

Cheese tarts were destroyed ): !!!!!

Lights too bright -.-

Lose your mind

2010-04-05T23:09:00.004+08:00

Alrights , back to blogging :] . HOHOHOHOHO ! ^^

Ermmms , been rotting at home :/ , super sianz can ? ><

Met up with July just now , thought of cutting hair , but ended up went to salon sort

of too late , the shop closed :x . So went to basketball court found Xiong , Yang and

Haibin they . Played basketball awhile , lol . Was playing with July damn crazy ,

kept laugh and laugh . Hahahaha ! Damn that Yang , knns ! Snatch ball also don't how

to , in the end hurt his team mate ME ! MY FINGER SPRAINED ! All thanks to him !

But its like so fun man , had been quite long never

played till so crazy already , feel kinda nice . Hahahahha ! Blahs blahs , rest awhile

then talked with them , omfg ! Yang's conversation was sort of dirty -.- . Tsk !

Pervert ? lol , headed home around 930 , and Yang so kind hearted sent me home , LOL

Hahahah ! Guai right ? So early go home le , cause need wake up early luh , bobian eh :/ .

Ermmms , nothing to blog about . Just very sianz :/ , awwww ! BORING MAN !
Abit lifeless siol :x , duhs !

Hahahaha , anyway ! My precious heart is stable enough now , hahaha !

lalalalalala ! Duh , byebyes ^^V

An unstable heart

2010-04-03T15:36:00.003+08:00

YEAH ! HELLLLLOOOOO !
Been rotted at home , duhs ! SIANZ , BORING ! LIFELESS ! :x
Yesterday met up with July and Joey had dinner together , then July went off .
After that went to basketball court play basketball awhile then met up Jamie ,
accompanied her had dinner at 1A there (: , blahs blahs ! Then went to blk 10 slacked
and talked craps , blahs ~ Ah Hua passed and sat with us , Joey went off . And Terry came
talked all that . Blahs blahs ~~~

Today , this morning , met up with Edna :) . Hahahaha , walked to bus stop and the bus
came , she realised she didn't bring wallet -.- , then we walked to her house again , and guessed what took wrong bus , so alighted . Thought of took taxi ,

but no taxi , so we walked lor . About two bus stop distance ? Damn freaking hot luh ,

omfg ! -.- Finally reached ! Had lunch together , and went to interview .

In the end cannot -.- . . . ZZZZ . walked around and sent Edna to work .

Then back home , tired ! Not enough sleep :/ . Awwwww ~

Uh huh ! I realized something wrong with my heart , OMFG ! ): . . .
I didn't know what happened to my precious heart , it started to be unstable nowadays .
Last time it wouldn't be like this , it always stable , and always know what it wants and
know what it exactly thinks , now leh ? Suddenly like haywire ? Or which blood vessels or
nerve system break or go wrong place ? Hahahaha ! Its very weird and like a miracles to me ?
HA HA HA ? -.- , awwwwwwwwwwww ! I don't think this is funny ): , not funny luh !
Walao eh ! Please heart ! Be stable ! BEEEEEEEEEEE S.T.A.B.L.E !!!!!!!!!!
lalalalas , whatever . AISH ! >:/

我的爱，你给了谁

2010-04-01T22:03:00.006+08:00

Ahahahahahahaha !
HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY !! ^^v Are you the fool of the month ?HOHOHO :x Ooppsie `

I think i got FIRE by my telemarketer boss , cause till now she never call me , duhs !
So rotting at home watching movies till very late or even till morning :x . LOL !
Ermmms . . watched le SHINee's '' HELLO BABY '' very funny sia , hahahaha !!! Damn nice .
Awwwwwwww , KEY ~~~~~~~~~~~ <3>< , hahahahaha ! Then when clock striked 12 , hahahaha ! That went to to jokes i gave out :x ! I had a hard time stop laughing , hahahahaha ! Really SO-DE-FUNNY !!! HOHOHOHOHO ! :/ Met up with Darrell at his house block downstairs , talked blahs blahs ~~~~ don't touch my '' bun '' on my head >:/ !!!!!!!!!!!!! AISH !
Then watched movies , not nice -.- . I don't know how many times i changed the shows already ,
just that today when watching movie was like no fear ? Yea no fear -.- , i had no idea too !
Heck care , blahs blahs ! Was abit dizzy , cause of his liquor ? Not really luh , LOL >< ! Blah blahs ~~~~ afternoon went back home SLEEPPPPPPPPPPP (: .

Sighs ! Never mind i shall go catch SHINee '' HELLO BABY " at least that is the only i can laugh with , LOL ! AWWW ~~ KEYYYY ^^ byebyes (: ! xoxoxo

Chemistry reactions ?

2010-03-29T05:17:00.009+08:00

HELLOS ! MORNING ^^
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! Awwwww ~ I couldn't get into sleep for whatever reasons -.-
So here i am blogging . Duhs ! BORING ~~~~~~~
Alrights , yesterday after received Jinglong's call , went up to July's house , cause
she was very sick , so went up took care of her , blahs blahs ~~
Then waited for Edna , met up with Jamie and Jerrad for dinner , and so on .
Played basketball awhile , headed up July's house again , she was having fever ): .
Poor girl ): , sighs ! I didn't know what to do . Like what i learn in nursing i had forgetten ?
I bet so , duhs ~ :/ , die liao lor ! How can forget it ! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
Sighs ! Sianz ): , boring ! Later still need go working ~ Sighs ! lalalalala !
Should i or should i not ? I don't mean working , ermmms . . . i mean ~~~
I mean ... ... ... ... don't want tell you . HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! -.-
Alights here are the pictures when having party/gathering at Riken's house and other
overdue de . HAH !

Riken and Jamie

HAHAHA ! Poor Riken ! Awww ~

His stupid or rather cool idea ? Holding bottles . LOL

My house outside flood , small water fall . HAHAH -.-

illusions ~

2010-03-27T23:59:00.004+08:00

Had being working as telemarketer with dearest July this past few days .
Hahahaha ! Not really tired , but boring ! SIANZ ! -.- AWWWWWWWWWWW ~~~
Yesterday off day (: , met July , Jinglong , Jamie and Joey had dinner . Blahs blahs blahs ~~
11 plus headed home . Blahs blahs ~~~~
1am went down met Terry and Jamie , cabbed to Riken's house . Yeah !
Went his house had party ^^ , sang K and played games . Blahs blahs ~~~~~
After some time , Riken and me went out smoke and came all slept -.- . duhs ~~~~
Riken went to disturb Jamie , he jumped on the sofa -.- , HAH ! Guessed what ?
I followed him , jumped on the sofa together , LOL ! And successfully make Jamie wake up
to accompanied us play , hohohohohoho ! :x , She also jumped ! Blah blahs ~
Watched Riken dance , he dance half way and said : '' eh , no socks ! , * go room took socks
and came out wear * Jamie and me were staring at him cause the socks very long :x
then played poker all that blahs blahs ~~ Took funny pictures with Riken and Jamie , hahaha !
Damn funny . Riken never took properly , Jamie's phone dropped :x . Battery flew out ,
Oops ! Was laughing like crazys with them , oh no ! Almost lost voice ):
BLAHS ~ Then had breakfast and watched a ghost show -.- ,
stupid Riken kept shouting , scared me -.- . KNS >< , i'm girl also will scare de hor -.- .

不应该靠近 , 才不会动心

2010-03-22T00:04:00.004+08:00

I had forgotten what i had done this few days , duh !
Never mind about that , ermmmms ~~
Friday went to East Coast with girlfriends . After that met up with Jinglong and Terry
went to Bedok Jetty , July and Jinglong cabbed there first , cause cannot too many people ,
then Terry , Joey and me got lost somewhere , where the place is sort of empty ?
No taxi come in there -.- , duh ! Then Terry went to climbed over and hauled one cab and
drove in , blahs blahs headed home in the end -.- .
Around midnight cabbed to Jinglong's house there to met up with July , Jinglong and Terry .
Ton-ed over , Jinglong's dog very horny siol , -.- . LOLOL !
Morning 9 plus reached , sleep awhile , at least 3hours only ? Then rushed to Bugis met up
with Rui and Joey ( Secondary classmate Joey ) . Headed Yishun met up with Rui's Boyfriend
and had lunch , trained to Woodlands -.- . Walked around met up with Terry there ,
had dinner at Pizza Hut and blahs blahs , headed back Eunos met July . blahs forget what
happened :x .

As for today , met up with girlfriends as well as Riken , Jinglong , Terry , Jerral and Kenneth.
We had dinner together , after that play basketball, YEAH ! Edna and me win (: , hoho !
Blahs blahs , then play match with Riken , Jerral and Kenneth . Cb , they damn violent lor
especially Riken and Jerral , -.- . duh !!! In the end , they win lor -.- . Bwg liao luh :x .
Blahs blahs , sat down and talked while and headed home . lalalala
And got to work tomorrow , duh ! WORKING ? hahahaha , sianz -.- . No choice eh ,
Lazy blog le , byebyebyes -.-

Let me dive into your heart once again

2010-03-16T18:07:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was a bad day , bad day , fucking bad day ! >:\
Afternoon went to fetch July from school and had lunch together , then talked while
sent her home with Joey (: . Blahs blahs ~~~~~~~~~~~~ Received some fucker's msgs
Duh ! Was very agitated , but then think about it , it pointless and useless .
And also wasting my time and breathe for angry over it right ?
Hmmmm , but still abit bu shuang luh ! First time people like that say me , knn !
FIRST TIME EH !!!!!!! >:\
Played basketball with Yang , in fact i was venting on basketball . Threw the ball
and hit the board -.- , duh ! And that poor Yang gotta helped me took back ball ,
poor thing , Sorry luh Yang ): . After playing feeling better (: , hohohoho !
9 plus Terry came and met up with us, blahs blahs . Then met up with Jamie and
accompanied them to eat . HOME-ed , byebyes -.- . .
I didn't feel good , K had attached now ? Maybe ? Duh , but i'll give him my blessing (: .
And i had broke up , duh ! Didn't feel good either . Arrrghs !

Fuck off !

2010-03-15T00:04:00.004+08:00

* Sighs !
I'm having a fucking bad day today , knns ! -.-
Awwwwww ! Did i ever offend some bo liao people ?
OR ! Sua , i shall not mention here better -.- . FUCK IT ! NB ! _|_ !
Basically only , July , Kai , Eugene and Shenglong knows about it only . Don't wish to
mention again , fucking annoyed and no mood ! And i'm sorry Eugene.L , i had showed you
attitude cause i no mood , but still thanks for your understanding and you ear too ?
LOL ! Awwww , no Jasper here for me ): ! How sad ! JASPER CHANG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ):
That dumb cannot msg inside his camp , how sia !!!!!!!
Never mind , still got Koh Shenglong hor ? HOR ? And my dearest JULY (: , yeah !
Anyway thanks luh Ah kai and Shenglong (: , hah ! But , tsk ! Still very dulan about that matter
and stress over Jeff's matter , what's wrong with guys nowadays huh ? HUH ?
What the hell luh , walao eh ! ): AWWWWWWWWWWWWW .
I don't feel good luh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
walao eh !!!!!!!!!!!!!! _)(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*(_!()#*(^$%@$$#!#&!)#*_@#*()@*$($&@() !
Whenever met this kind of things , i will think of K again , -.- .
I didn't want to , but . DUH ! Like no choice . I don't know what to say ,
i have no mood . _|_ ! FUCK IT

LALALA LALALA LALALA !

2010-03-14T02:17:00.005+08:00

Thursday all the way stay at home watching movies , hahahaha !
Watched alot alot .

Friday leh , ermmmms . . . let me think . . .
went out ? Yea , i went to Tampines met girlfriend Karen (: , its like FINALLY !
Finally we met up ^^ , had dinner together too . Talked awhile and asked her and
Wenliang certain things :x , met up Shenglong at Tampines awhile then he went off ,
cause he was sort of sick already ? Poor thing. After dinner went back Eunos .
Oh yea , saying about rushing back , making me very dulan . Damn the guys luh !
Said meet 7 at blk 9 , knns . 7 plus still no people turn up , called them also don't want
answer , tmd ! Let me waited so long ): , so MEAN ! MEANIE ! But at least in the end

Eugenn came first , blahs blahs ~~~~ i don't like him .

He very irritating ): , so annoyed ! >:| Arrrghs , >< ! blahs blahs , then July came .

Blahs blahs ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ waited them to finished their dinner , then cut cake ceremony . ZHIBIN LOST MY MONKEY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MONKEY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T-T OWN ME MONKEY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:| ,

fuck you ! Lost my monkey ! ):

1am plus , met up July , Jinglong and Terry . Then met up with boyf ? Duh !
Blahs blahs , then Vivian came ^^ , blahs blahs ~~~~ then went off , sent Vivian home .
On the way , very funny sia , Hahahahaha ! Humorous !
Accompanied Terry , talked with him alots lots , lol ! Hahahaha ! Till morning 6 he sent me
home (: . Thanks uh Terry '' korkor '' -.-

Today met up Eileen , DEAR EILEEN ! And management to see my gan er zi (: .
Duh ): , heart to heart talked ^^ . Had lunch together all that , then headed back Eunos
met up with Joey , July and Jinglong . Soon met up with Jeff and his friend - Terrence ,
which was the last minute decision to meet , lol ! Went to blk 10 talked with them ,
damn Jeff and Jinglong said me noisy sia ): , and say me fierce . IM NOT !!!!!!!!!!!!!
Let me empathize again , I AM NOT FIERCE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM NOT !!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH !
Played 5 - 10 , duh ! Kept losing T-T , blahs blahs ! 12 plus headed home .
Sorry Jeff pangseh you :x ! Didn't really entertain you and Terrence . LOL !
Whatever it is , i'm tired now ! But still need entertain Shenglong until his sister
comes back ): , poor me or can say i am the kind soul ^^ , hohohohoho !
Photos upload tomorrow ? Shall see ^^ .
Can i say my girlfriend understand me too much or '' teach '' me bad ?! hahahahahaha !
I was shocked by what Jeff said :x . duh ! What's wrong with you guys -.-
uh ? lalala ! BYEBYES ^^V

Twinkle twinkle little stars ~

2010-03-10T00:13:00.001+08:00

Today last day of school , should i be happy or not ?
Cause it might be last day with JN1001F ? I doubt so ? Hahahaha , never mind
at least will see them last at class chalet , probably ? Had Nafa test today .
Tired , hot ! Anyway at least i had a nice day in school , hahaha ! :D
Received Junliang's call , he happened in school . So met him , and went dinner with
him , Henny , Mabeline , Huimin , Cherly , Serene and David at bedok .
Hahahaha ! Was kinda fun ya . Blahs blahs ~~~~~ Went to inter saw Yang and his friends ,
so bus home with them (: . Blahs blahs~~~~~ they were very noisy in bus , xia suay -.- .
Reached Eunos , blahs blahs ~ ~~~ Yang and Jungliang accompanied me home ,
went down for basketball ^^ ! With them , then met Waikiong , Haibin and bearbear (: .
Blahs blahs ~~~~ Played basketball ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ !
Headed home at 11 (: , so guai right ? Of course luh , that's needless to say ! HOHOHOHO !
awwwww , anyway thanks Eileen and Karen ! * you know you know ? * hahahah , yea !
Once again , i heard of it , and saw it on tv ! What is it ?
TRANSFORMERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Robot in disguise ~~~~~~~~~~
Yeah , i'm gonna watch that ! Sunday NOT FREE ! NOT GOING OUT !
But stay at home watching TRANSFORMERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^V , yeahs~~~~~~~~~~

不爱，请闪开！

2010-03-09T21:21:00.008+08:00

HELLOLOLOLOLOLO ! ^^
Yeah ! Exams are over ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! HOHOHOHOHOHO !
Tomorrow Nafa test ^^ , pull up sure failed . LOL ! Standard one -.- , tsk !
Today biology paper sure failed de , flunk uh :x !!!!! Duhs !
After paper went to locker there, talked craps with David , very humorous sia him , LOL !
He actually said my mouth very jian -.- ! Walao eh , nobody like that say me before siol !
Blahs blahs ~~~~~~ Went MLT for briefing all that . Suddenly ear pain then asked Huimin
is it my skin tear , guessed what she answered me ? She said : '' Got uh , got hole uh ''
HAHAHAHAHAHA ! We laughed ! -.- , I pierce of course got hole there . She very cute sia , lol !
I asked about my skin she said hole , lolol ! Joke of the day man . Blahs blahs ~~~
Suppose to meet Karen after school , ended up never cause got briefing , sighs ! Sorry yea girl ): .
Hot wether = hot temper , as Serene also saw it le today in lift , LOL !
So don't agitate me ): , i will explode >:|
And once again , i was provoke by some idiot for been in nursing course -.- ,
i say enough hor ! It is not funny that i ME in this course okays ! ><

JASPER CHANG ! BYEBYES ! ):
Hahahahahaha ! So , finally this dumb go in . . . not anywhere but
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go in serve his NS today .
After today he will say bye bye to his precious hair and become BOTAK ! HAHAHA ^^
Nah ): , now nobody entertain me le ! Also nobody make me agitated le . LOL !
Should i happy or what ? LOL ! Anway , do take care inside yea brother . ^^
* Bet you also won't see this , shit you ! *

Cold heart baby , cold eye baby ~

2010-03-07T23:30:00.001+08:00

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!
HIHIHIHIHI ! ^^V hohohohohoo ! Tomorrow exam ! HAHAHAHAHAH !
And what am i doing here ? But not studying ? HOHOHO !
Cause i saw the book i become tired liao luh ): . Walao eh .

Woke up cleaned up my room and wardrobe , i can say it damn messy -.- . LOL !
7pm met girlfriends , Yang , Ah hua , Xiong , Haibin and Eugenn.chua cheebye ! ( Kidding -.- , LOL )
Went to Tampines had dinner cause was celebrating Edna's belated birthday ,
actually dinner was at Seoul Garden de , but changed to Ajisen . Blahs blahs ~~~~
After dinner went arcade , Xiong and Eugenn played m.i.a . Cause went to buy cake (:
Blahs blahs ~~~ went to blk 158 find two of them and started Edna's
cut cake ceremony , blahs blahs ~ talked awhile and took photos . And went home (: .
Oh yea , i tell you uh ! Ermmmms . . .
I say , i got myself a boyfriend . Everyone knows that , and sorry my dear Jamie ,
i didn't intend to let you be the last one to know de . LOL :x

Pubor uh pubor ! Eileen . Eileen . Eileen .Eileen . Eileen . Eileen . Eileen . Eileen
( LOL ! I learn from her de -.- ) I after exam bring you go buy ! Wait for me uh , NUTS !!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! Must wait uh ! Cause i want see BB ^^V ! HOHOHOOOO

Idiotic faces -.-

Un-glamor postures ? LOL

Me and Jamie , lovely dovey

Naega mischyeo michyeo baby ~

2010-03-06T12:15:00.001+08:00

Friday at school was quite okays , duh ! But still SIANZ -.- .
Hypertaitist B injection , duh ! Pain ! nonono ! Not really pain but my arm was numb -.-
No strength , what the fuck luh ? -.- and still need to hold that stupid thick book ><
After school met up with July for lunch , then saw her classmates . Junwei , Shawnzans , Jessica
so had luch together , LOLOL ! Junwei and Shawnzans were very entertaining , LOL !
After went home , sleep ^^ . HOHOHOHO ! I love fridays (:
Evening met up with July , Jinglong , Terry and Vivian . Had dinner at 1A , dinner was kinda
feng fu , cause got crabs ! Which was caught by Jinglong and Terry , blahs blahs ! Thanks
Terry for the stupid crab shell -.- , lol ! Sending them off and met up with Joey .
Blahs blahs , 1plus cabbed down Kallang Leisure Park find July they all . Then cabbed with
Terry and Vivian to Eunos , godsh ! Bankrupt liao luh ): . Accompanied Vivian went home , so
Terry and me waited her downstaris , talked with him , i tell he very irritating . Blahs blahs !
Eh , don't play with my '' mountain '' Terry !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Asshole -.- . Blahs blahs blahs
Went to Vivian house awhile then came down with beer , was playing 5 10 with them .
Terry the poor thing , kept drink . Sighs ! HAHAHAHAHA ! NOOB ! ^^
Morning 6 plus they sent me home (: , Slept around 3 hours ? Rushed to school , duh !
Tired , sleepy ): . Awwwww ! Was late about one hour for lesson ? :x blahs blahs
homed , sleep !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Evening met girlfriends , had dinner first then met July and Jinglong . blah blahs ~~~~
Played basketball , blahs blahs ~~~~ Ah hua came ^^V , HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO !
Then he waited there , soon Haibin and Xiong also came , blahs blahs ~~~~~~
Talked with girlfriends , blahs blahs ~~~~~~~~~~~~ And am i really that fierce ?
i don't think so eh ? ermmmms , whatever ^^ . Don't care ~~~ * I don't care eh eh eh ~~~ *
Aiyo ! Lazy write luh , -.-. . My blue lighter spoiled ! WALAO T-T !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WALAO ! Never mind , duh ! BYEBYES ^^

Cute right the chocolate , hahah !

Si Terry put de -.- !

Doggy :D , cute right ! YES IT IS ! HOHOHO !

1 2 3 , doh ray mi !

2010-03-04T18:38:00.006+08:00

'' Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Naega naega naega meonjeo
Nege nege nege ppajyeo
Ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby ~~~~ ''

lalalalalas ! LOL ! This always came up to my mind whenever people say sorry , lols .
Like today in the lift , don't know who said sorry then i sang out and dance '' Sorry sorry ~~~ ''
Duh , i think i was out of my mind -.- , Mabeline stopped me from singing sorry sorry .
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Naega naega ~~~ . Hahahah , enough of craps liaos .
School was normal , Biology today was okays , me eh . Recently had been a good girl ,
cause i seldom type type and send send liaos :x , guai right ? YES I AM !!!! (: , lol !
Agree with me , hahahahaha ! -.- Nursing studies just only run through basic things and
started cleaned the lab , then si David was kana scold then feel good is it . Keep say me
don't know how to clean trolley , EH ! I KNOW HOR ! HOR ! HOR ! Tsk !
Shah was very cute , lol ! Lalalala ! And today dismiss early , what a great day for me !
HA HA HA HA ! Went to Tampines with Huimin , Serene , Mabeline and Henny .

Oh yea , when break time saw July ^^ , *RUNN & HUG* ! hahahah ! Touching scene right ?
hahaha !Was like we didn't meet a few days le , duh ! Was kinda miss girlfriends ,
now i realized i had been relying on girlfriends too much , i cannot always be like that .
Cannot ! duh ! :x Anyway Friday , which is tomorrow gonna see them ^^ ,
YEAH ! HOHOHOHO ! And i tell you , my brother the strawberry thief ! He stole my box of
strawberry which mom just bought for me yesterday ! WALAO EH ! tsk , whatever , nothing
say liaosssss , byebyessssssssssssssssssssssss ><

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTINA ! ^^
Although not as close as last time , we still do share happy memories !
You know , you know ^^ . Hahahaha ! <3

Girl uh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You know i miss you ): ! I want talk to you ! ^^
Meet up soon ! ( this was don't know how long picture liao -.- )

Lastly ! SI PUBOR ! I MISS YOU ): , faster meet me ^^ !
I want see Bb and you (: !!! I want hear * pong pong * (kick) sounds :x

September rocks !

2010-03-03T21:20:00.003+08:00

I got bio paper , hahahahahaha !
Still a failed -.- , 16/50 . Duh ! But at least 50% improved , yeah !
Miss Rafika said i got improved , hohohoho ! -.- , nothing to be happy about .
Tsk , need to worry about my final years . Walao ~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Si biology so difficult , tsk . WALAO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Walao , walao , walao ! >:\
Oh ya , i happened to see Rio in school today , hahahaha ! And damn Gary ):
he could not recognized me , cause i tied up hair ?! -.- , duh! So mean!

Nothing to say , byebyes :]
I blog like that also happy . LOLOL !

Biology is a killer !

2010-03-02T20:02:00.004+08:00

I'm gonna kill by Bio T-T , somebody please help me or save me ! Awwww ): !
Today went back to school , as hyper as usual ! Hahahahahaha ! If not hyper how to
be Sep , hor ? Hahahaha ! During P.E ran 3 rounds , left one round :x . Cause i was really
damn tired and out of breathe , the worst thing was i vomit and felt fucking unwell after
running , maybe cause not enough of water ? i think so ? hahahaha ! After P.E went to cafe 2
for a drink , drank lime juice (: . Lime juice is the best '' medicine '' for vomiting and unwell
de me , hahahaha ! After that cup , my energy was back ! lalala
* sorry sorry sorry sorry naega nage . . . ~~~ * LOLOL !
Also too obsessed in Key le , lol ! Keep saying KEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !
Awwww, yea Almighty Key ! ^^ , and David sot de him , kept talked about
everything related to Key and laughing downby himself -.- , gen song -ing . LOLOL !
Alright alrights ! I have to pay attention in class , i have to do revision for Bio -.-
Duh , SEP UH SEP !!!! Study luh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh damn it T-T , i hate it T-T , fucking hate it T-T !!!! DUH !
Bo bian eh , still need to S.T.U.D.Y ! Sighs !
Byebyes luh ):

Dearest Leen uh , SI PUBOR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i saw your post already damn touch luh ! Almost cry liao luh T-T ,
but , HENG UH ! Never cry , hmph ! After knew your decision , i'll support
what you had made . Maybe that's the best for B and you also . He can have a good
life towards him , you also can carry on studies . Though this time cannot successfully be
B's gan ma , but never mind . As you say , still have another chance ! I will wait for my
gan ma's position hor ! Don't forget uh ! :/ , hahahahaha ! Actually didn't really do
anything that can help you during this time , i felt kinda bad . Even sometimes also cannot pick
up your calls , due to school timing all that . But i'll give moral encourage and supports !
Anything can still call me or msg me , i'll try asap reply you and try best to help you !
Don't forget , we are sisters yea .
Pubor you know i love you truck loads and miss you ): ! <3

Move move shake shake now drop drop

2010-02-28T19:58:00.008+08:00

HELLOS ^^ Im back to blogging !!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^ hahahahaha !
School days were normal , as hyper as usual . And yea was asked to see Miss
Rafika , duh ! Shall talk about weekends ba (: .

Friday met Joey , Jamie , July and Jinglong , lalalas ! Talked here and there .
Sent July and Jinglong , Went to playground had fun with Joey , lalalas ~~~~~
Like siao kia like that , hahahahahaha ! Very fun c(: . Forget what happened nah .

Saturday met Joey first , she came my house . While she using com , i fell asleep .
After wake up , gain back to my energetic , hohohoho ! very high , just dance ~~~~~~ lolol
Accompanied her went home then met July , went to chalet at Downtown there . Don't really
know much people there -.- , awwww ! So went off early with girlfriends .
While July went to find Jinglong , Joey and me had supper , talked awhile and headed home (: .
Received July's call , blahs blahs ~~ . So around 1am plus went to down to look for her , Jinglong
and Terry , then Vivian also come . Blahs blahs , double Js went off , Vivan also went off .
Left me and Terry , went to playground talked , nothing to do . Sibei sianz ! So i asked him to call
Vivian come down again :x . Ooopsie , also contacted Edna (: .
So in the end Riken and Edna they all came fetch us , i tell you . I was having hard time squeezing
in his back seat , arrrrghs ! The squeeze-est ever !!! -.- , LOLOL ! And record was broke ,
two guys were squeeze behind yesterday , damn hot inside his car -.- . lalalala ~~
At Riken's house , played 5-10 . Duh , was poor at that game -.- . Kept lose , and Riken kept
bullied me T-T , of course will lose luh , walao eh ! T-T , blahs blahs ~~~
Around morning 9 headed cabbed home (: , Hahahaha ! It was first so early went to his house
yesterday -.- , like when reached his house was already 530am already ? duh . Sorry hor , Jerrad.
LOL ! Paiseh uh ' brother ' :x ,

斗牛，要不要！

2010-02-23T22:07:00.004+08:00

HELLO HELLO ! I think i alrights already , hohohohoho ! ^^
Ermmms , normal day at school . Quite a short day for today , hahaha !
And guessed what , i passed my Nursing Studies hor 35.5/50 . heheheheh !
Not bad right , of course luh . I pass leh ! :DDD YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH !!!!
And as usual , very hyper in school , especially after watched SHINee's video :x .
Went home , slept :x . Around 8 plus met Joey , July , Jinglong and Terry they all .
Guessed who did i saw ? Its Kristina and Anqi !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH NO !
I fucking long never see them le , hahahaha * run towards and hug* ^^ , hahahahaha !
Played basketball with them , very fun siol ! Tsk ! I like the feeling , LOLOLOL !
Then after that played with Yang , and don't know who the others are luh , -.- . When snatched
ball , ankle sprained plus blister T-T , pain siol , knn de ! Walao eh ! pb ! ><||| Went to rest , those two guys bullied me , kns ! I opened is for me ! myself drinkde , not for you two !Tsk ! Piang eh ! -.- , blahs blahs~~~~ then July , Terry and Jinglong went off . Left me , Joey ,Yang , Kristina and Anqi , played match again , shiok sia ! So long never played till crazy like this liaos , hahahahaha ! Duh , but cause of fun , i exchanged blisteron my leg ): . Aish ! Never mind , used to it can liaos . So byebyebyeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:

Ermmms , suddenly realized this court become older :x , sighs !
But it does contian alot of great memories there (: .

Emo is not my style !

2010-02-22T22:30:00.002+08:00

Ermmms . . had been very sleepy today during school .
I don't know is cause of really too tired of just don't want to think of it that's
wanted to sleep , so i won't think of it ? Duh !
Surprisingly received Terry's call , never even say hello and called me Potatoe -.- .
That's sounds nasty yea ? -.- , chatted with him til 12 plus and headed to sleep le .
As i said i kept want to sleep during class , today was kept quiet all the way .
That's so-not like me ): . I hate myself been like this way , keeping quiet . Duh !
Sep uh Sep , don't think about it ~ NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
Cannot think ! Just is myself been stupid alrights ! NBCB ! why huh , i was just wondering .
Tsk ! Fuck it luh ! Tmd _|_ ! PCb ! Arrrrghs ! >:\
Never mind , i also think very carefully le . Over ba !
I shall always be the happy , active , random and crazy de me . Then that is the way
September is , agree right people ? Say yes ! hahaahahah !
Night met Terry , talked with him while waiting for July and Jinglong to come , blahs ~
due to Double Js' laziness , i accompanied Terry went to eat -.- , damn him .
Bully me , lol ! But kinda entertain yea (: , at least feel better . I bet the real Sep will be back
tomorrow yea ? hahahaha ! Cause emo is not my style ! (:
So don't worry people , is nothing at all . I had overcome it . Maybe ?
Yes luh , definitely !
OH YEA ! Bio test ? Gonna flunk ! Good luck to me (: , Byebyes !

Knock Out !

2010-02-21T16:59:00.003+08:00

HELLOS ^^ ~
Hmmmms , yesterday was bothering about some stuffs , kinda no mood ?
Alrights , went back school for phase test yesterday morning , DUH !
Omg luh , i slept for 3 hours nia . Walao eh , after test sleep in class :x .
Then headed home (: . Hah ! Phase test PASS ! YEAH ! Up coming Bio test , fuck it !
Gonna flunk again ? Duh ! Walao eh !!!! -.-

Evening met July and Joey had dinner , then headed to playground while waiting
Jinglong and Terry to come . Damnzxc slow luh -.- . . . blahs blahs ~
July and Jinglong had some argument , duh ! Poor thing de me need ran July's side
then Jinglong's side , awwww ! Wasn't easy to be middle man yea , not easy at all ! LOLOL !
Then headed basketball court played basketball , although lights were off , but still managed to
see the ball nah ^^ , hahahaha ! Played till very crazy ~~~~ but i felt better after that . HOH !
Was planning went to Riken's house , but in the end never . Cause July decided go watch movie .
So headed home change , and met July , Jinglong and Terry down stairs my house , duh !
I was the one who late again ><||| . Sorry people :x , hahahaha !
Accompanied them to eat supper , then that stupid Terry called me potatoe -.- , i was what
the fuck can ? LOLOLOL ! And i don't know what i did , the green tea spilled , on my dress T-T .
Awwwww ~~~ went to toilet wash up ><||| , now then i realized i really clumsy -.- .
Tsk , gotta be more gentle . LOLOL ! Cabbed to E-HUB , caught the movie Wolfman , the movie
was okays . After movie went to slack , okays that Terry was entertaining enough -.- , keep play
my name . Duh ! Went Pasir Ris park with them , chatted and joked (: , then cause Jinglong
too tired , July went back with him first , left me and Terry . Talked lots of things , while my things
are unavailable to tell :x , hahahahaha ! Not really , duh ! Accompained him till this morning 6 ,
then cabbed back Eunos with him , had breakfast with him . Talked , joked blahs blahs ~~
around 7 plus , headed home (: . Hahahaha !

Sep uh sep , wasn't that stupid ? Stubborn ?
Maybe bah , was almost get nagged by July , duh ! Ermmmms , don't know why
can say others , but i , myself just couldn't do it ? Duh ! ): , i was wondering ~
just wondering ~~aish ! Don't know how to put , after this i really really seen through
alot alot . T mountain cannot anyhow build ( Catch no ball right for this phrase , hahaha !
Then too bad lorrrr ~~~ ) Afterall i'm not the loser , the loser is the one who avoid it .
Hah , byebyes luh -.- .

That's call stubborness ~

2010-02-20T00:45:00.003+08:00

Oh yea , what a fucking day it could be . Kns !
Handphone was kana confiscated during Nursing studies , duh ! -.-
Ahhh , whatever . Got in back after school , went to meet July and Jinglong had
lunch at school . Blahs blahs , bus-home with Zhanyang (: .
Then went out , evening Joey first . Then waited Terry to come , duh !
Blahs blahs ... plan here and there , finally went Bugis met Edna, Riken, Jamie and
Jerrad -.- , Ahhhhh ! Helped Edna celebrated birthday , and so on . Had dinner ,
tsk ! Riken and Jerrad kept pushing blame to me ): , yea luh ! My fault luh !
Duh , i also don't want de right ? -.- , LOLOL ! Zzzz , kept bully me . Aish !!! >:\
Blahs blahs m then Desmond and Jeffi came and joined us . Lalalala ~~~~~
Home with July , Jinglong , Joey and Terry . I tell i was abit poor thing siol .
Eh ? Maybe ? Hahahahaha ! Nah , i don't think so . I don't need a him , also can be happy
de hor ^^ , yeah ! But somewhat still abit weird leh . LOLOL ! Ermmmms. . . GAH !
Ahhh , whatever ! ^^ hahahaha ! Went to 25 slacked awhile , oh yea ! Was kana so call nagged
by those two Js ( July and Jinglong ) -.- , Duh ! Headed home , quarrelled with mom again .
Duh , she just don't fucking understanding me can , nabei ! PCB ! Arrrghs !!!!
Sick of in Nursing course , can i just change it ? Knns ! -.- )(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*() !
And yeah ? Tomorrow's phase test , good luck to me then :/ . Hell !
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww ! _|_ !

And who i saw , guessed ? I saw him unexpectedly in school yesterday .
Its like been 2 years plus ? Ermmms , i guessed so ? I thought we won't ever
meet again , but who knows ? Just so coincidence i saw him , and we walked pass each other
at first i didn't know it was him , eh ? I looked up , it was him -.- , hah ! What a great joke man
started to act abit unsteady ? Forgot take straw for my drink , what the hell luh !
What's the problem man , gotta agitated man ! AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !
_|_ it !

No mood , don't agitate me ! >:\

I've got you by my side

2010-02-16T22:43:00.006+08:00

Duh ! Tomorrow ! SCHOOL ! yea -.- , SIANZ
Will be another fucking long day for yea , walao eh _|_ !
Yesterday met July at her house and had dinner there , cause of CNY , shops
were not open , we two like to pathetic nowhere to go . So headed to East Coast
instead , at least there were more people there , went to arcade there .
Blahs blahs ~~~ Waited for Joey to came , blahs blahs ~~~~
Met Dexter , blahs blahs ~~~~~ Jinglong told me he could come , blahs blahs ~~~~~
Skipped skipped , im fucking lazy to write >< . Then cabbed back Eunos and ton , lalala . Accompanied Jinglong went to find his friends for fishing prawns , LOL ! Duh ! -.- . . . blah blahs ~ ~ Morning then came back , sat down and talked with girlfriends . Talked alot alot alot . Then that dumb go mentioned about Ah Don again ! * SSSS* * Da ji * LOL ! Never mind , its long ago thingy , so never mind . Duh ! -.- lalalalas ! Then went fight ZZZZ monster :D . Hahahaha ! Evening met Joey , slacked and talked . Then met Marcus awhile , he went off found his friends waited July and Jingling to come , YEAH ! I've gotten my sweets ^^V ! HO HO HO HO HO ! Blahs blahs ~~~~ and also here to apologize to girlfriend , i made you cried . Really very sorry , i didn't purposely mention D's name de . SORRY GIRL :x

And ! Greatest news !
Dearest July was attached to Jinglong :D ! Greats girl ! And greats Jinglong ! :D
Last long yea girl ! Really happy that you had given yourself another try and let go
Daniel , i'm sure Jinglong will be a great boyfriend to you :D !
Jinglong mai bully my girlfriend hor , if not *&^%$#@!$%^&*( ! >:\
HAHAHAHAHAAH ! ^^
LOVES <3

Lalalalala ~

2010-02-15T01:08:00.007+08:00

OKAYS ! What boring day for me man , duh !
Woke up early in morning by that Jinglong -.- , stupid him !
Late for your lion dance also must kp to me , and distrub me sleep ): .
Then i realized nobody at home , whole house was empty . SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
went back sleep again -.- . Evening they came back with Aunt . Had steamboat for
dinner , didn't eat much . And fuck it ! Sprained my ankle when went to kitchen , that
stupid border -.- . ZZZZZ , tsk ! Suay siol >:\
8 plus met Jinglong downstairs , chatted with him . Then bro and his friends
came and disturbed -.- , Sighs ! Small children means small children , helpless ! -.-
After that , he suddenly wanted to play basketball , so accompanied him played awhile ,
talked about his ex :x , duh ! Hahaha ? That goes my V day -.- , spending the whole night
consoling him , duh !> . Accompanied him waited taxi , then headed home .
So , that's my day ! Sianz right ? Yea , sibei sianz -.- . Knns !
And fucking piss off by Jeff , Knns ! Arrrrghs ! >:\ , ()*(&^$%#@!@#$%^&*() !

BYEBYES luh ><

Cheer up Jinglong ! :D
Don't always give that stupid fucking sad face -.-
that's NOT SO like you okays !
And don't think so much since its over already , no point right ?
Duh ! Anyway , anything just say out will feel better ,
September is here for you ! I'll give you happy pills ^^V !

What a great day V day present ( Mochi ) LOL ! -.- K 's

Insanity kills , Laughs !

2010-02-13T15:23:00.007+08:00

So here i comeeeeee ^^ , hohohoho !
'' Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마
Cause you should be my Lady ~ ''

Yesterday waited Riken they to come , they damn long siol !
Duh, should be today , cause already past 12am . Junhua and Si ru came also .
I thought Junhua also got drive his car to come , but who knows he never -.- .
Then Si Ru , girlfriends plus me 5 people squeezed in his stupid Celica again . LOL !
Had supper at Subway , lol ! Jamie and Riken very noisy luh at Subway , as if they owned
the shop , LOLOL ! AND AND AND ! That stupid Riken took my new lighter away >:\
damn him luh , cbk :x . Walao eh my purple coulor gas lighter T-T like that flew away :/ .
Then played dice with Riken and July . I WIN I WIN RIKEN !
Then played directions with Desmond ! YEA ! I WIN ! SEP WIN !!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH ~
Lady luck on mee man ~ hahahaha !!!! Blahs blahs blahs blahs~~~~~
Randomly Riken dance his penguin dance again , lol ! -.- , damn cute luh
EH ! I don't mean he cute , the dance cute !

Went out , then that Jamie , Jerrad , Riken they all came out .
Like that never mind eh , damn that Jamie , she was drunk -.- . . Due to she was
drunk , i could not tolerate so i went to car park , then i also don't know why i ran ,
then Jamie at behind chased me , like siao zhabors luh -.- , early in the morning running
around at car park . ZZZZzzzz , blahs blahs ~~~~
Cabbed home , July and Jamie that two pubors damn fucking noisy in the taxi -.-
imagine i was in sat in the middle of them , and two them kept '' fighting '' -.-
Arrrghs ! Nabei -.- , irritating :x ! But Edna goh !!!!!!
You should be glad that i wasn't drunk , if not you would have a time taking
care of the 3 of us oh ~~~~~ HAHAHAHAHAHA ! Duh

Tonight's gonna be good good night ~

2010-02-12T17:57:00.002+08:00

I SOOOOOOO SOOOOOOO SOOOOOOOO S.I.A.N.Z !!!!!!!!!!
I managed woke up from 3 hours sleep ^^ , hahahaha !
School was sianz ! LOLOL , oh yea , i realise most of my post
always complained about school sianz , duh ! Bo bian but really sianz mah ): .
Druing Nursing studies practical was kinda fun ba ? Partner with Huimin the OCTOPUS !
And joke of today was , ermmms ... want me share with you ? Duh , kinda lame eh ?
Mabeline suggested each of us gave ourself a name for a drink .
I was so agitated and say : '' GREEN TEA IS ME ! , Henny is Barley ( Barney ? ) ''
I Laughed , cause thought of barley = barney :x . Then Huimin said Mabeline will be
Kikapop ? ( dont know how to spell luh -.- ) , here goes our laughter ~~~ disturbed dao Serene
taking BP . And yeah , Huimin name BP as black pepper , LOLOL ! I can't stop laughing , lol !
That was random , why didn't i think of that , hahah !
After school went to see Miss Rafika about my LLA work , heng uh ! She never said
anything or what , just wanna check i got do or not . But WHY MUST ME SIOL ! :/
Tsk ! Met July for lunch and went home together , blahs blahs ~
Alrights , Friday's Rule ! Meet Riken and his friends again for fun and laughter !
Duh ? Tonight's gonna be good good night ~ i hope so ! ><
Shall blog about that when i free , BYEBYES ^^

so so so so hot hot hot

2010-02-11T21:44:00.004+08:00

Weather damn hot luh nowdays -.- . DUH !
Alrights , school will never be good for me -.- . Monday was normal !
Tuesday ! SW was change to swimming thingy , cannot play basketball ! WALAO EH
Stoning there watching classmates swimming , Wednesday had Nursing studies test -.-
SIANZ , duh ! The longest day of the week !!!!! >:\ , then yesterday Mdm Tan caught my
finger nails longer , chased out and cut it , DUH ! MY NAIL ! >:\
Whatever , school days = SIANZ ! ><>< . And and ! Sep uh Sep uh , its time to study luh !!! YES , STUDY !!!!!!!! ><>:\
YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! Tomorrow friday ! ^^

Recently , people like to craps with me . What the hell ? -.-
Even mom also , what the hell is happening on her sia ? She must get some
da ji ? LOLOL ! Whatever luh , can't be bother ! Cause she THINK TOO MUCH !
Yea ^^ , hahaha ! And and i lost my precious skull ear stud . Heart pain sia ): ,
i damn like it luh , i put it in wallet , but missing ): , CANNOT FIND ! WTF luh!
Walao eh , where am i suppose to buy !!!??? So hard to find ! WALAO ):
Tsk ! AND AND my ice cream phone is revive finally ! So i can use it le ,
yeah , my darling ice cream phone ^^V

Nothing to say , byebye ! :\

hahaha ,Shawn's drawing ! sweet right ? LOLOL ! Craps -.-

Just in this special day

2010-02-09T21:28:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDNA GOH !

At here , wish my dearest girlfriend Edna happy birthday .
All the best for everything and studies .
And don't forget we always be there for you .
Last long with Riken (: .

P/S : EJS blog updated , people do go visit and tag ! (:

Replay replay replay ~

2010-02-08T19:56:00.006+08:00

Lala lala lala ~~~
Alrights , Friday after went home changed and met Rui at Eunos MRT (:
Damn long never see her le , it's like finally i got to see her ^^ , YEAH !
Went to Bugis bought things , and ended up i bankrupt le luh ): . Around 7 plus
met July and headed SG hospital to visit her grandma and blahs ~ Back eunos
met Joey and Jamie at Blk 10 , chatted awhile and headed home .

Night 1230 , went down as Riken kept called me and rushed me >< , duh ! Went to Riken's house celebrated Joey's belated birthday and sang K and played some games , basically did things same old things at his house luh , nothing changed one . Played games , sing KTV , drank all those -.- . And unexpectedly we went home the earlist that day , morning 6 went home . Cause that noobster Riken was drunk -.- , so nothing to do , took bus and home . That was very first time we took bus home from his house >< . Spent my whole saturday be sleeping beauty at home >< . Night met Joey first while waiting Riken and Jamie to fetch July came back . Bought chicken and fed by Jamie ^^ , hohoho ! After went home changed and rest then met them downstairs . Was car sick on his car ~.~ felt damn awful ): . Duhs , so reached his house never drank and played with them . Went in room slept till 5 am , until Riken came in and asked me how was me , then i woke up , i wanted to sleep again , then stupid JAMIE AND JULY CAME IN . THEN RIKEN CAME IN !!!!! Made noisy here and there , lol ! Cannot sleep so finally , went out , drank and played with them . LOLOL ! Then randomly Riken showed me what boxing style thing , made me fell down ): . I AM A GIRL !!!!!! OKAY mai so violent to me >< , not really fell down cause he got held me at least , LOLOL ! But i made him fell down and his head hit the speaker :x .SORRY SORRY I no strength to hold you luh :x , who asked you say Taekwondo useless uh . Duh ! Blahs blahs ~~~~ Went home around 10 the next morning . Reached home i vomit a few times , hang over ! Felt damn awful luh T-T . Shouldn't have drank so much with that dumb :x . DUH !

Edited pictures

hahaha , my Bio test -.- (9.5/50)

Me and Rui (: <33

Blue colour gas lighter , cool right ! AND I finally got it from Junhua :x

Riken ACT CUTE :x

Better self , for better tomorrow

2010-02-04T19:32:00.007+08:00

Was crazy in school today , after school sat down and joked with Mabeline and
Priscilla , Priscilla was damn fucking funny luh . Laughed die me , LOLOLOLOL !
Had dinner July and Ah Kai , crapped with him -.- . And he kept '' argue '' with
me , always zhen dui me . Walao eh , very fucker one :X . After that , my mood
went down , yea . ): Many things had happened recently , realized miss out many things ,
realized sometimes i took things for granted . Things i should cherish i didn't cherish
it , duh . As for Alvin daddy , i really don't know how to help him .
I'm really sorry daddy ): . Miss my girlfriends , Leen and Ren . Fucking long never
see them , wonder they are doing . Especially my DEAR Leen ): .
Worry for her too , duh ! What the hell is happening man , FUCK IT !
Things just cannot go right ! And , guys nowdays are really very wierd i realized -.- . .
LOLOL ! As for K , he is not doing really fine . Duh ? AHHHHHHHHHHH
And KEN and Ling thanks for the call and accompanied (: .

Hahahaha ! See that title up there ? Familiar right ?
Yea , that's Springfield Secondary's motto .
'' Springfield oh springfield ~~~~ '' Ermmms... ...
Just out of sudden , i missed the school . Don't ask me why , cause i had
no idea too . It was damn crazy and fun , hahah ~ . Made noise together ,
made teacher angry till she couldn't tolerate and went out of the class ,
Song like '' nobody nobody but you ! '' Was always sing together in class , even could
dance so hot , so so so hot hot ~~~ . Hahaha ! Tables would always vandalized by us .
Things like SHINee , DBSK and own name would be drawn on table , and it would
made that table belong to us . So i was always finding my table , cause classmate
sometimes like to switch around :x . Hahaha , and many many more to say .
Just , suddenly so miss school . Awwwww, what's the problem with me man -.- .

RING DING DONG RING DING DONG !

2010-02-03T20:35:00.002+08:00

Can someone help me stop that insanity i have in school ?
I have started to be very crazy and random in school , especially after school .
Talked craps with friends , and like to laugh out loud in the lift . LOLOL !
As i mentioned is '' lift laugh virus '' , hahahaha ! How to cure that virus eh ?
Eh... i had no idea also . OH YA , can be cure !!! Hahahahah ! Want to know ?
* i don't want to tell you leh , lalalala :p *
Aiyo ! Simple luh , don't take life lor , simple as that :D . How clever i am , no wonder
i'm the '' future nurse '' luh . Hahahahaha ! Oh craps , i shall stop all this crazy-ness -.-
Eh ... cannot cannot stop ! Must always like that then happy , HO HO HO HO -.- .
Duh ? -.- ... ...
And hor , i don't know why is it so funny i joining Nursing course >< .
That si Leonard sarcastic with me today , duh ! I hate it man ,
I said i'm the '' future nurse '' right ! Don't laugh ! Later i kill you :x , i am trained
professional '' killer '' , HA HA HA HA ! * Warn you Leonard >:\ *
Don't offend me hor , sucker ! :x .

And yesterday midnight , received July's msg said that Alvin daddy got things happened .
I was damn fucking worried him luh , and he said those kind of things to me , never
think how people will worried and scared de meh T-T , i was so worried that
daddy might have something happened , and he kept insist don't want tell me what happebed
to him ): , and the following days or even weeks , we girls won't be able to see
daddy ba . Sighs ! AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW ):

Insanity don't kill !

2010-02-01T19:34:00.003+08:00

Here comes September , YOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
Hahahahaha , i didn't know why was i so crazy and hyperactive in school -.-
For no reasons , duh ! Maybe haywire yea ? LOLOL !
But couldn't really make people around me really cheer up , but but but i'll
try to make them cheer up ! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
JULY ! HUIMIN ( OCTOPUS ) AND RAYNER ! CHEER UP HOR !!! ><

Yesterday was msn-ing with Rayner , another bad mood one , duh :x . Blah blahs ,
was comparing him with his dog and he got very agitated over it . LOLOLOL !
Okay luh , sorry luh brother ! :x , but YOU MUST BE HONOUR OF YOUR DOG ! HAHAHAHAHA !
And i was early for school today , how nice it was ! HO HO HO HO HO !!!!!!!!!
Duh , you see how i pathetic i was in class , SO DAMN FUCKING SIANZ ! Except SW ,
could play basketball . Played with Darly's gang and Mr Poh and one teacher , sorry luh ,
i admit i was abit , A LITTLE BIT violent :x , that's why i hit the teacher's head :x , LOLOL !
AND AND AND !!!!!!! I realised i had been very guai ^^ !!!! HA HA HA HA !!!
I had been well grooming ^^ , as in better than last time luh okays !
I'm so da proud of myself , tsk tsk tsk ! Indeed is Sep . HAHAHAHAHA ! -.-
Oh craps , how can i possibly adapt those rules :\ .

I DIDN'T GET TO SEE SHINee ON SUNDAY ! HOW SAD ! ): Awwww , how sad ,
how disappointed , how regret ! Awwww !
KEYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!!!!!!!!! JONGHYUN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ):
AWWWWWW !!!! My room in a big mess , my wardrobe also in a big mess .
Awww , ): . . .-.-

如果你变成回忆

2010-01-31T00:06:00.012+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU (KENRICK)!!

Hope you have a nice birthday , and be happy always .
Find a good girlfriend , and also be tolerant to your new
life in NS (: . All the best for eveything yea .

And i never assume myself wrong at all , even now my girls also seen it
and agreed . Guys are very fake ! Now they can say they like you and even
woo you , but next minute they can be close with other girls or even
stead with them . What the fuck right ? And all those fucking promises are just
meant to be break man , say will wait . Wait eh ? Next minute gotten girlfriend
already . Come on luh , if you guys or even girls luh , cannot do it ,
don't make a fucking promises to prove as if you got the sincere . But in the
end ? No sincere , no actions . Saying cannot prove anything . Come on luh !
Cannot trust any guys nowdays , of course only for those kind of guys .
Brother of course need to trust , eh ! No offence hor brothers ! And
also excetpional for one person , not K . But is J , which i mentioned before (:.
Shhhh ~

Our Way to deal .

2010-01-30T23:35:00.009+08:00

Hahahahaha ! Seriously i love weekends man ^^ , fucking hate school days now -.-
Its like NO LIFE and its torturing _|_ ! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
I need to vent out something ): , *^&%$$#@$#%^&(*(*^% !
OH ! FUCK IT _|_ !!! -.-

Back to my main purpose of blogging luh , hahahaha !
Friday leh , kinda crazy day for me ? Aha ! Of course ^^V , had Nursing face test .
I think was quite alright for me although myabe is just a pass ? I also happy luh .
During test a bit tongue tied uh , bo bian uh . Sep was abit nervous , first time wah .
Was the same teacher who trained me that day -.- . . . walao eh . One day met her twice in test
place siol , FATED ! We two have '' yuan fen '' , LMAO ! When the second time went in i
be Serene's patient , the teacher kept calling my name -.- . I was like huh ? Zzzz .
Night met girlfriends ^^ , yeah ! They are fine as usual ! blahs blahs , talked and headed home .

Around 12am plus Riken came and fetched us to his house , obviously did same things
again in his house right . LOLS ! But this time we were very GUAI! !
None of us got drunk , cause got the stupid bet between us -.- . . .
Then things weren't smooth too ): . Heart to heart talked with July in toilet ( -.- ) sat in bath
tub somemore siol , but i tell you , very nice to sit down and chat . LOLOL !
Talked many many things , also talked about K also ... Sighs ! -.- EHHHHH !
Changed topic , played crazily in toilet with Jamie after she came in , played water
and shouted kinda loud , Riken scolded us ): . Sobsobsobs T-T , no luh .
Just the way he said look very serious uh , then we girls got scare uh . LOL -.- .
Blahs blahs blahs blahs blahs blahs ~~~~~~ Yea ! I very proud i very guai . LOLOL !

And as for today , met July . Accompanied her went to visit popo (: . Then headed Eunos met
Joey for dinner (: . Blahs blahs , headed Blk 10 slacked and talked lots . And July said
i was very lao lan -.- , where got siol . I never lor , and they kept said i very fierce .
Walao eh ! eh girls , like that said me >:\ , very sad de leh . Come on luh , i where got
fierce , ben xiao jie so GENTLE ! >:\ , LOLOL! Am i ? I think i am , * blink! LOL
AND AND , i almost lost my memory card to that pig speaker , really thanks
Joey helped me took out uh , heng ! I love die you uh Joey

Now is 2359 ,
And one more minute to 12AM . 31 Jan 2010
I shall write in the next post , especially for you yea .

Bo liao de me , did bo liao things like this -.- , ( took photos of environments -.- )

You see this pig ? CUTE RIGHT ? Its a speaker , but damn it , eat up my memory card -.-

Bath Tub girls(: .
I tell you uh , next time if Jamie or i drunk or dizzy go BATH TUB find us ^^

说的容易，才不容易！

2010-01-28T19:50:00.003+08:00

O LEH LEH ! O LA LA ! WO SHI NI LAO PEI ~~~ -.-
Alrights , hahahaha ! Tuesday morning ! Had high elements activity with
my class ya , but i never went up . Cause leh , me hor ! Eh . . .
Don't like to wear that stupid thingy -.- . Heh ~ So . . .
I ran out of the high element area to play basketball with a guy , don't
know who him luh -.- . . . at least i had fun can liao . Heck care ~ ^^

Then , Wednesday had Biology test , hahahahaha ! Guessed what ?
I'm going to ... ... FLUNK THAT PAPER ): . Awwwww ~~~~
Failed uh failed uh ~~ lalalalala -.- And i hate Wednesday to the core !!!!!
Damn ! Always dismiss so late ): , i will tired de leh . Sighs !
Bus home with Huimin the Octopus ^^ , was talking craps in the bus , damn
funny luh , hahahahaha ! '' Trolleys '' !

Today , today ! Very fine for me , especially SW ( Sports&Wellness ) .
Played basketball with Priscilla , Huimin and Mr Poh . Hahahahaha !
Zzzzzz , bully short one -.- ! Then Priscilla spraied her ankle , everybody
went off , left me ): . Poor thing de hor , nobody played basketball with me
felt so pathetic , Duhs ! After that , got people played with me liaos ^^ .
But don't know who them , played matched with them . Was kind of
uneasy and awkward cause i was the only girl . And don't know why when
team with them my shooting not accurate liao lor , walao eh ! Made me felt
bad sia , cause lost !!!! WHY WHY WHY !!!! WALAN EH !!!!! >:\
Played played~~~ then play badminton with class boys , aiyo!
Don't know how to spell their name luh -.- . . . duh . Failure siol :x .
AHH ! Whatever , so be it ! After school had dinner with dearest July
and headed home , thing happened . I don't know what to do ):
Somebody please tell me and help me , i would be very greatful .
Duh , HOW HOW HOW ! OTOKAE OTOKAE , 怎么办　怎么办 ????!!!!
Lastly , good luck to me for tomorrow's face test , hope nothing goes wrong .
And pray that i won't laugh like some siao zhabor in front of those teachers and
be WELL GROOMING SEP ! YES ! Well groomings -.- awwww ( headache ) x.X
Die liao lor . Sighs ~~~ I like friday * Blink . BYEBYES

Hey , girls ! I do hope you girls will be soon .
I really don't want see you girls quarreled cause of this . ):
Is like , not worthy it at all . Please calm down and do think over
it again , we had been up and down together , just like that let
our friendship over , not worthy it right ?
Hope everything will be fine and normal again (:

My new lovely class JN1001F (:

Its automatic , systematic , so traumatic , you're automatic

2010-01-25T19:43:00.004+08:00

'' Ring ding dong
Ring ding dong
Ring diggi ding diggi
Ding ding ding (x2)
[Taemin] Ring ding dong
Ring ding dong
Ring diggi ding diggi
Ding ding ding (x2) ~~~~~~~

I call you butterfly ''

Alrights , alrights ! I kept forgetting post SHINee thingy .
The greatest news i received , hahahahahaha !
SHINee IS COMING TO SINGAPORE REAL SOON !!!!!!!!!!!
AND !!! THEY WILL BE HAVING CONCERT HERE ^^ . Wheeeeee :DDDDD !
And also F.T island also will be having fans meeting handshake session in
Singapore on 29 and 31 Jan . 29 is at IMM and 31 is at St.James Power house ,
duh , too bad ! Cannot go , cause only fans club fans can go . Which i think the
tickets also sold out long long time ago , which was last year's thing -.- . LOL
Awwww , cannot see Hong ki ): , awwww ~~~ .
Never mind , never mind ! I will get to see KEY !!!!! ALMIGHTY KEY !!!
hohohoho and other SHINee members , bo taiji eh ! Still can see SHINee ^^ .
Why didn't BoA come as well eh ? WHY WHY WHY ! Arrrghs !

LOLOL ! I think i got abit siao now , hahahaha ! I also don't know why ,
but morning was kinda down , maybe lack of sleep ba , i bet so ? -.-
What so ever , tomorrow got class activity on high elements (: ,
good luck to me SEP ! YEA ~~~~ -.- . . . duhs ~~~~ and wednesday i got
to wear that fcuking uniform with proper hair style and proper shoes , duhs ~~
Walao eh , damn weird luh ): . Fuck it _|_ . . I will use to it soon .
I WILL DE . SEP WILL DE !!!!!!!! GAMBATTHE NEH !!!!! ^^V
And one thing i still cannot get is , what so funny about i got in Nursing Course
huh ? HUH ? You guys kept laughed or sarcastic me >:/ . Arrrghs !
Zhikai sarcastic said '' Will you heal die people ? ''
Brendon Kor said '' HAHAHAHAHAHA ! Nurse ? not your style eh ! HAHAHA ''
Laugh , laugh . Laugh die YOU ! >:/ .
Then that fucker Ken said : '' OMFG ! You be nurse ?! give up luh , CMI de ''
what the heck he mean cannot make it ): .
My girls said don't come to the hospital where i work as a nurse . ):
Awwwwwwwwwwwww ~~~~~ laughing stock of the month man ~
If i wear the uniform they will laugh till die lor ?! Nb ): . . . what so ever .
I also will laugh die myself . LOLOLOL ! HAHAHAHAHA ! byebyes -.-

JULY CHEER UP :D ! I'M HERE FOR YOU DARLING :D . xoxoxo

Sorry ! Its all i can say to you .
Not worth it , don't try it as i told over and overagain .
I'll appreciate your thoughts and concern as well as the love ,
you showed and told me , thanks for being there for me when
i was down at that time and thanks for the understandings too .
cause I kept throwing bad tempers ,and showing you bad attitudes
to you when those times i was in bad mood .
I was too wilful , too stubborn !
Yes , you're right ! I may not understand how you really
feel , but i do know that i cannot hurt you .
you're a very nice guy and being a good friend :) ,
Sorry Jeff , but at least you proved something to me that i always don't believe in ,
SORRY is all i can say . I'm really SORRY !

Only lonely

2010-01-24T00:40:00.003+08:00

'' Da La La La, Shuo De Rong Yi Cai De Rong Yi
Da La La La, Shui Shuo Rong Yi Wo Cai Rong Yi
LET ME SEE IT, LET ME SEE IT '' ~~~~~
Recently was quite obsessed with the song Only Lonely with girlfriends (:

Friday met July went to visit her grandmother ): .
Then met Ah kai and Junjie for lunch and so ... ...
Night 1am plus , met the girls , Riken and Desmond . They came and fetched me (: .
Went to Riken's house , but he dropped off us first cause he needed to fetched Jerrad
also , so we girls went to Pasir Ris Park . Was playing crazily with July . Hahahahaha !
Damn noisy :x . Then the guys reached , went in his house .
Awwww , his mikes were spoilt -.- , so cannot sing Ktv . But never mind , we didn't used
mike .. LOLOLOL ! Knew Jerrad's cousin -Kenneth (: . Played game with him :x ,
blahs blahs , was kana bullied by Desmond and Riken ): , Cause NOT GOOD AT THAT
STUPID FIVE TEN GAME ): . Hmph ! walao eh !!!!! walao eh ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Then played directions with July ): , awwww .
Didn't know what's wrong with me yesterday night , drank too much .
And did things i shouldn't and i actually forget -.- , what the fuck can ? -.- . . . Walao !
Damn paiseh luh , how could i done that ? How How How ???? Arrrrghs !
Then i also don't know how i got into room and slept one , Jamie told me we two were
lying in the bath tub , LOLOL ! Blahs blahs , morning 9 woke up :x .

Riken went crazy ): , he damn siao luh him . Kept kicked the car and the sensor kept rang
sibei irritating luh , then Desmond could not tolerate him and beat him , blahs blahs .
skip parts , skip skip . Shall not mention .
Cabbed back Eunos had breakfast with the girls -.- . . . didn't take breakfast cause not
feeling well , damn uncomfortable and awful T-T . Especially when woke up -.-
i threw up ~.~ . Awwww ~~~~~~~~~~ I still cannot believe i was drunk and lost control
within my limits -.- . . What happened to me luh ~~~~~~~~~~ . Walao eh ~~
Oh my fucking god luh , what's wrong ? WHAT'S WRONG !
That's not so me luh , come on luh . Never like that before siol :x . walao walao >:\
awwwwwwww , whatever don't think about it . Hmph ! >:/

And July ! Thanks for taking care of me when i was drunk :/ , thanks and sorry

All are the same , make no differences !
Just all are fucking liars _|_ .

July and me ^^

Riken , July and me (:

Strong and serious , matchless and marvelous , energetic and courageous

2010-01-21T21:57:00.007+08:00

Received a critical news from Dearest July .
Girl , you were very down and didn't know what to do
upon knowing that news and the fact of D's ignorance , I know
you are very sad and for the time being , hard to accept .
Though you may appeared happy in front we guys ,
but deep down you're still upset and pain . Just like the way you ate
at KFC with us , made me felt uneasy . You were very quiet and seems
thought of things in your mind , you looked restless and moody . Seeing
you like this makes me feel worry , But please don't forget !
We girls will keep by your side , support you and be by your side when you
need us ! Although not as warm as D's accompany , but do hope you do feel
better after been with us .Don't hide things to yourself , speak up to us ,
you might feel betterand we will try our very very best to help you .
Don't hurt yourself or blame yourself too . Hurting yourself cannot retrieve
anything back , as i said , i believe that D also don't like you to hurt yourself .
So please don't hurt yourself alrights ?

Seeing you sad , i really don't know what to do or help you .
I don't know , i'm sorry girl . When you're trouble over something yet i cannot
help , really sorry . All i can do is accompany you , lend you my ears and shoulders .
Help you wipe your tears , we are sisters isn't it ? So don't feel bad .
No matter how late or far , just a call or a msg i'll be there for you . You're
not alone , remember you have we girls . Flower power (: !!!!!!!
So please CHEER UP AND DON'T UPSET .
It feels heartbreaks , cause don't know how to help you .
But you know i love you sister ^^ . xoxoxoxo !

LOVES FROM SEP to DEAREST JULY !

Fuck it , no mood ! Don't agitate me ! -.-

Myself , Just the way i am !

MOVING ON !

My . . . my . .

when hatred fills more and more

Longing for puppies :[

Home sweet home

Double attacks

Breaking free

Key Of heart

My greatest entertainment is you

Because of you

Be with you

I have got you

This craziness ~

I want it be mine

I want to be the one in your heart

You're my greatest entertainment

Why i keep loving you

Open it let me in

When you slowly enter it

When there's another you

When it falls apart

The fear in the heart

Let it go and move on

Entering in progress ~

When its time to let go

Would it be another heart's tragic ?

When it let me remind of you

lalala ~

You're hot and cold !

Tongue tied

Boy , you left your footprints on my heart

Your gaze is poisonous

When it falls apart

Ding Dong !

One more try

你的爱呢 ，给谁了 ? - 心呢 被弄痛了

笑着放手 ？ Do it or Die !

Happy schooling !

strong&serious , matchless&marvelous , energetic&courageous

The craziness between us

Lose your mind

An unstable heart

我的爱 ， 你给了谁

Chemistry reactions ?

illusions ~

不应该靠近 , 才不会动心

Let me dive into your heart once again

Fuck off !

LALALA LALALA LALALA !

Twinkle twinkle little stars ~

不爱 ， 请闪开 ！

Cold heart baby , cold eye baby ~

Naega mischyeo michyeo baby ~

1 2 3 , doh ray mi !

September rocks !

Biology is a killer !

Move move shake shake now drop drop

斗牛 ， 要不要！

Emo is not my style !

Knock Out !

That's call stubborness ~

I've got you by my side

Lalalalala ~

Insanity kills , Laughs !

Tonight's gonna be good good night ~

so so so so hot hot hot

Just in this special day

Replay replay replay ~

Better self , for better tomorrow

RING DING DONG RING DING DONG !

Insanity don't kill !

如果你变成回忆

Our Way to deal .

说的容易，才不容易 ！

Its automatic , systematic , so traumatic , you're automatic

Only lonely

Strong and serious , matchless and marvelous , energetic and courageous

你的爱呢，给谁了 ? - 心呢被弄痛了

笑着放手？ Do it or Die !

我的爱，你给了谁

不爱，请闪开！

斗牛，要不要！

说的容易，才不容易！